Justin’s insight into Brian’s unspoken love for him…

Brian and Justin's honeymoon phase is short lived when Brian is diagnosed for a second time with cancer. 

*graphic sex* *toppy!justin!* *unprotected sex*

Big shout out to JAZZEPOET for betaing and helping me when I'm stuck. 

Justin can feel all those things Brian can’t say…

Brian admits he’s changed since meeting Justin, finally allowing himself to be loved.

They met, they fell in love, they built a life together. Now, twenty years later, Justin is sure Brian’s love for him has reached its limits, while Brian seems unable to let him go.

Brian's trip with his son turns into much more than he realizes.  Will it be a temporary romance, though? Or something much more lasting?  *STORY IS NOW COMPLETE*

Justin heads for New York, leaving Brian alone until a terrible accident changes both their lives...Takes place post Ep. 513 after Justin has left the loft and before Michael convinces Brian to rebuild Babylon.

I want to thank my wonderful Beta Predec2 for her beautiful translation, for all her help and for the very special banner.

Thanks Kim for all the generosity you have given me.

This story is dedicated to you!

One of Brian's lunch breaks at the diner.

Beta: Cathy (britinmanor on Livejournal)

Banner: None yet

Brian believes it wasn't supposed to go this way.

A/N: Don't be scared of the title, I promise, It's worth it.:) 

AU. Brian and Justin meet at Babylon for the first time, but inside. Brian owns Kinnetik and Babylon, all the characters are the same, and Justin goes to PIFA. Justin doesn't know any of them and didn't go to Liberty when he was in high school. Emmett is the manager of Babylon (cause I want him to be), and has an idea for a masquerade ball, inspired by Phantom of the Opera, which he and George saw in New York when they were dating. Brian and Justin may appear OOC, but given different circumstances, they would behave, act and feel differently. (Brief mentions of Justin/Other, but only plot).

Thanks to the brilliant Jackie Mag for her amazing banner! She always creates exactly what I picture in my head with little description. I had found the pic of the two men entwined some time ago, and once inspiration for this story hit, I had to incorporate this picture somehow.

A/N: Apparently there were some font issues (don't know if it's MW or my computer), but I think they're all fixed. Sorry about that :)

Justin makes a return to Pittsburgh that no one will soon forget!

Pittsburgh's hottest Ad Executive, Brian Kinney, has come to terms with what he is but when he meets a young artist by the name of Justin Taylor, will he be able to tear down his walls of protection and fear for this man? Can he throw inhibition to the wind and let himself fall in love? Or will he be safe, secure, and with his curse as he walks alone in the light of the moon?

Lindsay and Melanie leave Gus in capable hands...

On their last day in the loft, Brian has tears in his eyes...

Brian Kinney needs an art director STAT. A young, ambitious woman who wouldn't bother him with sexual needs like all those horny men and annoy the hell out of him.

Too bad Julie Taylor isn't one of them. Women, I mean.

Sucky summary, and I know it sounds horrible, but bear with me - it will get better. NOT a genderswap fic. Heavens forbid!

Brian and Justin meet under different (but not too different) circumstances. The day they meet, Justin becomes pregnant.

Thanks so much to pannkakan for the banner!

What if Justin didn't go down to Liberty Av. that first night and instead went online and met the guy of his dreams there?

A/N: DON'T WORRY ABOUT BRANDON IN THE BANNER. I DON'T LIKE HIM SO HE'LL BE IN THIS STORY ONLY FOR A FEW (1-2) CHAPTERS ;)