I don’t care, I just wanna be yours And I am tryin’ everything in my power To never ever say Please come back to me
Brian’s POV What the hell just happened between the two of them? I rand outside as soon as I saw them kissing. I won’t stand being there any longer. Now I am here outside in my car thinking about what just happened. I could only see what they were doing i couldn’t hear it. Well i heard bits and pieces that’s all. The scene i just saw in there is printed in my mind. They were kissing and i have a sort of anger inside me. What was Justin thinking? Is he together with that Tucker guy at least that’s what i think his name is. I don’t understand. He never mentioned him before. I know Justin and I are not longer together but I can’t believe he went with someone new so fast. Will Tucker give him what he wants. I don’t think so. I know what he wants I just can’t no won’t give it to him. I hope they live happily ever after without Justin even thinking about me at all. You know what Sunshine, just forget about me cause that’s what I am going to do. I start my car and speed of to the loft. I don’t feel like tricking tonight. Justin’s POV As I am just outside I see Brian speed of with full force. Oh my god, Brian! I hope he doesn’t saw anything of this. No, he didn’t see anything how could he, he was probably inside when this all happened. This happened. Tucker hit on me. Eww. How does he have the nerve to do such a thing. He is with my mother for Christ sake. Again the eww though invades my mind. I think I am going to be sick. I head inside again after cooling of a bit. I go to Lindsay and excuse myself and tell her I need to go. That i still have some work to do around my apartment. I can see she is worried about me and she wants to protest but I don’t leave her a choice and say goodbye. I don’t have the nerve to walk to my mother and say bye to her. Instead I grab my jacket and leave. But not before I see Tucker smiling at me out the corner of my eye.
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”I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care…” If I say it long enough do you think I will believe it? I slide the door shut. I can’t block out the view I have of Justin with that guy. I know it’s not my business, it never was. I shouldn’t be the one to judge. But Justin is not like me that’s why I like him so much. He was always the one who came back to me. Not the other way around. Cause it’s not because I am to proud, it’s because I am to chicken. I don’t want to show him I miss him. That I made a mistake. I realize now that the biggest mistake was not telling him I miss him.
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”Mom is something wrong?” I ask knowing to well that I shouldn’t begin this conversation. ” Well honey, actually there is something that happened. And I think I need to discuss it with you.” My mom is talking to me with her back to me. She is watching my blank walls. There isn’t much to see on there. ”Oh, mom what happened?” I hope it’s not about Tucker. ” It’s about Tucker.” She says. Well shit. ” Last night he told me he had something to talk about. So I listened.” She pauses a thing that makes me very uneasy. “Justin did Tucker say or do something to you last night?” ” Why would you think that?” I begin to panic a little. This is so wrong. It feels like the twilight zone. This is not happening. ” Tucker and me broke up last night.” She says like it’s the normal thing to say in a conversation then again this conversation isn’t normal. ”Oh…” Wonderful is what I think. But don’t expect me to say it. ”Yeah, he is in love with you.” I can tell she is angry. “ Did you two kiss last night?” She wants an answer I dread it to give it to her. ”Well?” Tapping her foot, arms crossed over her chest. This is not good.
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I know this is very short. So sorry for that. The next chapter will be here soon.X Queen.