Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. Please come back home... Fort Minor- where’d you go It always comes back to this. You're sitting home alone, waiting for a phone call that comes once in a while. Lying in bed with your phone in your hands. You do this because you miss him. You do this because you want to hear his voice. You want to know how he's doing and if he's missing you the way you're missing him. You're all he wants! You'll never get over the pain when he left. But did he leave? Cause the last time you checked he was still in your heart. He's making himself comfy there. Just the way you like it. You really love Justin don’t you? Because of you he's in New York now. Doing what he always wanted to do. Paint to have a real name. To make it in life without your money. And this time you'll not interfere anymore. When or if he's ready to come back then he will. Don’t worry… You love him so much! You get out of bed and you look in the mirror. It was always so good to see yourself. Why not now? Why do you feel like there's something missing beside you? You look next to yourself in the mirror and there's nothing but air. You hate it this way. You want him next to you so you can put your arms around him and feel his warmth. But it’s not going to happen. Not right now… We're 6 months passed the day he left. And what? You talked like… hmmm 6 times on the phone? That’s once a month. It ain’t much now. But you're to much of a coward to call him yourself. You wait for him to call you. Because you won’t admit to no one that you miss him. Not even to Justin. But he knows. Oh yes he knows. How can he not know? You told him you loved him for fucks sake. For you that’s not nothing, no it's everything. For him it was. It meant the world to him. The moment you told him, you saw his face change. Pure beauty even with all the dirt on his face. And then you held him. You hugged him so tight because you were afraid of losing him again. But then on the night he left you lost him. No matter how tight you held him he still left. And that’s something you have yourself to blame. Don’t change Kinney. He was happy with the way you were. Then you went mushy on him just to make him happy. But that didn’t do it cause he wasn’t happy. Not when Brian fucking Kinney wants to cuddle… it was to much for him and it made him think different about you. It made him think different on himself. He thought and decided that this is not what he wanted. So he left it. He left you. But surely you can’t blame Justin. No you can’t because you love him too much to blame him for anything. Right now you blame yourself for not having any balls to call him. Ring… Ring Right now you blame yourself for not having any balls to pick up the goddamn phone.