Surprise, surprise, the next part already. =) I know, Brian is an asshole in this chapter, but I promise he will change. And at least he got what he deserves for now, lol. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Brian’s POV Fuck, what was that ? I probably looked pretty dumb, but I couldn’t close my mouth. That wasn’t the reaction that I had been hoping for. Hell, I wasn’t even sure what had come over me. I just didn’t want to listen to his lecture anymore. I didn’t know how to shut him up, so I kissed him. It usually worked. So I didn’t really understand Justin’s reaction. Nobody had hit me before when I tried to kiss them. The guys usually moaned and wanted more. “What, you aren’t gay?” I eventually blurted out. Damn, and I had been so sure. “Of course, I am gay!” He hissed back to my surprise. “But it doesn’t give you the right to kiss me!” His words made me incredibly angry. Who did this little fucker think he was? I was Brian Kinney for Christ’s sake, and if I wanted a guy I got him! Why did he play hard to get? Did he think he was something special and I had to worship him? Oh no, that was too much trouble for me! I just wanted to fuck his brains out and then he could get lost! I really didn’t want to wait any longer. The first contact with his lips had already made me semi hard. So I tried it again. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him close to me. His eyes got big. I was not sure if he was afraid, confused or something else. But I didn’t want to think too much about it. I just crashed my lips hard against his mouth once again. For a moment he seemed to return my kiss. And I felt triumph rising inside of me. I had known it! Nobody could resist me! Hmm, and how I loved the taste of his lips! It almost made me dizzy. Unfortunately my joy didn’t last for long. Suddenly I felt his knee kicking me violently between my legs. Oh god! I released Justin and jumped back. I saw stars! It hurt so fucking much that I had tears in my eyes. “You little shit!” I hardly got the words out. I wanted to grab Justin and shake him, but I couldn’t walk. I vaguely noticed the blonde grabbing his dog and running down the stairs. Brutus wanted to follow his big love, but the pain in my crotch was too much. I fell down, exactly in front of him. So I involuntarily stopped him. That really wasn’t my day! Justin’s POV I didn’t think I ever managed to run that fast. I surely was a competitor for Speedy Gonzales at the moment. But I had to get away from Brian. I needed to be in my apartment where I would feel safe. So far this day had been a disaster. I threw my jacket into the corner when I finally entered my small apartment and fell with a bump onto the old bed. Jeannie was immediately on my side and gave me her little paw as if she would know that I needed to be consoled. What an asshole! But the funny thing was, that I didn’t even want to hit and kick Brian although he certainly deserved it. But I had to do something drastic before I would have given in. As much as I wished I could forget about him, I couldn’t get that kiss out of my head. I still felt his soft lips on mine. Why did this always happen to me? Sometimes I thought I couldn’t never find happiness. My only boyfriend and my few lovers (a long time ago) had all been big assholes and hurt me like hell. And now when I finally was interested in somebody again, it turned out that he wasn’t much better either. No, I couldn’t fall for such an asshole! Brian probably thought he could play with me and my feelings! And he obviously hated animals! No, that kind of guy wasn’t for me! If I could only stop thinking of him! I pressed Jeannie tightly against me and cried silently into her warm coat.