Joshua sat down after Brian had left and stared at Justin.  He looked at his cousin smiling like the cat who ate the canary.  “What’s with you?”  Joshua asked.

“I just got another date with Brian,” Justin said smiling.  “He so wants me.”

“I can’t believe it,” Joshua said smirking.

Justin shrugged and smiled smugly.

“You got him again,” Joshua said shaking his head.  “Just don’t fall for him.”

“What are you talking about?” Justin asked.

“He is Brian Kinney,” Joshua said.  “Everyone knows he doesn’t have a heart.”

“I’m not so sure about that,” Justin told him.  “How do you know him?”

“Come on, Joseph and Kelly used to talk about him all the time,” Joshua said.  “I saw him once at Babylon.  Apparently, I wasn’t his type.  You know how he treats guys.”

Justin frowned knowing real well.  He just couldn’t believe that it was the same man.  The name had sounded familiar and now he knew why.  “But…but he is nice,” he sighed not sure what else to say.  “He’s not an asshole.  He is a little conceited, but he is okay.”

“Maybe he just wants to have a handy fuck,” Joshua pointed out.  “He just wants to fuck you.”

“He already did.  Nicely done, I might add,” Justin said smirking.  “And he wants to again.”

Joshua rolled his eyes.  “Maybe he’s after your fame,” Joshua suggested.

Justin bit his lower lip.  He hadn’t thought of that.  “Fuck,” Justin said.  “No wait…I was the one that went after him.”

“Maybe he’s playing hard to get.  How much did you have to beg?”  Joshua asked.

Justin bit his lower lip again.  He had a habit of doing that when he was nervous or worried.  “Shit,” Justin whispered.

“Are you okay?”  Joshua asked.

“We are seeing each other again tonight,” Justin said.

“Ask him?”  Joshua said.  “It wouldn’t be the first time you went out with someone that’s just trying to use you.  You get someone to be there to help you relax and they get their fifteen minutes of fame.”

Justin bit his lower lip.  He didn’t want to use Brian for anything.  He wanted the man, plain and simple.   He wanted the brunet for a very long time.  He realized that what his cousin was telling him could be true.  Brian could be using him and it broke his heart just thinking about it.  

***

Brian entered the room and rolled his eyes when he saw that it was surrounded with white candles and white roses.  The whole room smelled of vanilla.  He looked back at Justin who was closing the door.  He wondered what was wrong with the blond who was looking kind of gloomy.  “Are you okay?”  Brian asked.

Justin nodded and walked into the room.  He stripped off his clothes and got in the bed.  He watched as Brian took his time taking his clothes off.  

“Are you sure you are okay?”  Brian asked, noticing that Justin was awfully quiet.

Justin nodded and pulled Brian on top of him.  They kissed each other, but Brian felt like he was making the biggest mistake of his life.  There was a reason why he never did anybody twice.  He was getting bored until Justin rolled them around and pushed the brunet’s arms up.

“That’s more like it,” Brian murmured, seeing Justin taking some control.

Justin secured Brian’s hands with he rope tightly to the bed.  Brian let him, waiting to see what the blond had in mind.  Justin just sat astride on Brian’s stomach and stared at the taller man.

“What are you doing?”  Brian asked.

Justin bit his lower lip.  “Who am I?”  Justin asked.

Brian rolled his eyes.  “Let me go,” Brian told him.

“Are you scared?”  Justin asked.

Brian smirked and shook his head.  “No.”

“Why are you here?”  Justin asked.

Brian raised a brow.  “Well, last time I checked, it was to fuck,” Brian didn’t know what had gotten into the blond.

“Do you know who I am?”  Justin asked him again.

“You are Justin,” Brian told him.  “Are you having a personality crisis?”

Justin raised both of his brows before he glared at Brian.  “Who am I?”  Justin asked more angrily.

“My daddy?”  Brian asked smirking.  “I’m not into this kinky stuff.”

“What?”  Justin asked confused.

“I don’t know what you want me to tell you,” Brian told him.  “This is so not turning me on.”

“You know who I am!”  Justin hissed.

“You are acting way too mental right now for my liking,” Brian told him.  “Let me go, Jus.  I’m not kidding.”

Justin took a deep breath and untied one of Brian’s wrist before he sat back on the bed.  He crossed his arms around his chest and looked away from Brian.  

Brian untied his other wrist and sat up.  “What the hell is wrong with you?”  Brian asked.  

Justin didn’t answer him.  Brian frowned and moved closer to Justin.  He grabbed Justin’s chin and made the blond look at him.

“What came over you?”  Brian asked.

“I…I don’t want you to be with me for who I am,” Justin asked.

“Mmmph…weirder words haven’t been spoken,” Brian told him smirking.  

“That’s not what I meant.  I mean…I want you to be with me for who I truly am,” Justin said and frowned.   He was confusing himself.  “What I mean is…that if you are here just because of my work, then you can go,” Justin told him.

Brian rolled his lips inside his mouth.  He nodded even though he didn’t have a clue what was going on.  “I don’t know what you are talking about,” he told the blond.

Justin looked at the brunet.  “I’m Justin Taylor,” Justin said.

“Right,” Brian said and scratched the back of his head.  “We went over this already.  I’m Brian; you are Justin.  I’m sane; you are not,” Brian mocked.

“You have no idea, do you?”  Justin asked.

Brian shrugged.

“Sorry to disappoint you,” Brian told him.  He frowned knowing that the name sounded slightly familiar but he shrugged it off.  After all Justin was a famous artist so he must have heard from the man like that.

Justin smiled and threw himself at Brian.  He hugged the brunet tightly before he kissed him.

“You are very weird,” Brian told Justin.

“Fuck me,” Justin said.

“Okay,” Brian told him turning them around.

Brian looked at Justin and smiled.  He was sure that Justin was out of his mind but there was something about the blond that kept pulling him closer and didn’t let him walk away.

***

Brian was sitting by the pool, flirting with some guy when one of the people from the hotel came with a note and a drink.  He looked at the note and smiled.  Justin was buying him a drink to thank him for all he had done.  Brian smiled and drank it happily.  He was thinking about the blond each day that passed, more and more.  He looked around the pool, pretending like he wasn’t looking for the blond.

“Hey,” the trick said to Brian.

Brian was going to walk over to the guy when he saw a blond head just at the corner of his eye.  He turned around and looked at the guy walking to the pool but it wasn’t Justin.  He looked back at the trick that was walking away from him.  Brian took a deep breath and stayed where he was wondering if Justin would show up soon enough.  

After waiting for a long time, he decided to just forget about Justin.  He was acting crazy enough as it was.  He went back to his room and got dressed, ready for a night out.  When he was coming out of the hotel, he spotted the blond.  For a moment, he wasn’t sure if it was Justin, but when the blond looked in his direction, he was sure.

Brian was pissed as hell.  Justin was with some other guy and they were laughing.  Brian wanted to go there and slap the stranger around and tell him that Justin belonged to him.  Brian shook his head from those crazy thoughts.  He needed to go out and relax.  Find a trick or a couple of them and have a drink to relax too.  He wasn’t going to think about Justin anymore.  

***

Justin sat down next to Brian at the bar.  He smiled at the brunet but didn’t say anything.  He waited for Brian to say something but the brunet never did.  “Hey, Brian,”   Justin said after a few minutes.   “How is it going?”

Brian looked at Justin and rolled his eyes.  He went back to looking at his empty glass.

“What’s wrong?”  Justin frowned knowing that something was bothering Brian.

“What the fuck do you want?”  Brian asked.

“I though that maybe we could have diner today,” Justin said.

Brian snorted.  “Why would I want to do that?”  Brian asked.

“Because it will be fun,” Justin said.  He didn’t like Brian’s attitude at all.

Brian ignored him.

“Are you okay?”  Justin asked.  “You seem a bit stressed.”

“Fuck off,” Brian hissed.

Justin bit his lower lip.  He asked for a drink and didn’t say anything.  He just sat next to Brian.

“Why are you still here?”  Brian asked when he realized that Justin wasn’t going to leave his side.

Justin shrugged.  “I like being next to you,” Justin told him.

“God,” Brian lamented.

“Oh, please.  I’m not that bad.  You like me as much,” Justin told him.

Brian got up and glared at him.  “Justin, listen to me.  Leave me the fuck alone.  Go back to your boyfriend,” Brian spat out.

Justin opened his eyes wide.  “My what the fuck?”  Justin asked.

“You know.  The guy you were with last night,” Brian said, dropping a few bills on the bar.  “I’m not your toy.  So get over me.”

Justin watched Brian walk away and he couldn’t help but smile at Brian’s jealousy.  He was so happy with everything that had happened.  He had been right, Brian did like him.  And by the way the brunet was acting, he was certain that Brian liked him a lot.

***

Justin came into Joshua’s room and threw his arms around the older blond, both of them falling back on the floor.  Joshua pushed Justin away and rolled on his belly before he got on his knees.  “What are you doing?”  Joshua asked.  “Have you lost all sanity?”

“I love you,” Justin announced as he leaned on his elbows.

“Okay,” Joshua said, getting up.  “I love you too, but you don’t see me trying to kill you.”  

Justin smiled.  “He’s jealous!”  Justin yelled and then got up.  “Brian fucking Kinney is jealous!”

“Of the guy that was hanging out with two tricks or the one with the new Armani suit?”  Joshua smirked.

Justin shook his eyes.  “Of little old you.”

“Me?”  Joshua was sure that Justin was really nuts.  “What the hell are you on?  Oh my god.  You are doing drugs, aren’t you?  I’m going to tell Aunt Jennifer!  I knew most celebrities got to this point because of the pressure.  I just didn’t think you would fall down this path.”

“Oh, shut up.  He is jealous of you, Joshua.  Seriously.  He thinks you're my boyfriend,” Justin said smiling from ear to ear.

Joshua raised a brow.  “You are not going to use me, are you?”  Joshua asked.  “I’m not going to play in your game.”

“This is different.  And no, I’m not going to use you,” Justin told him.  

“What do you mean different?”  Joshua asked looking at his cousin with a worried expression.  

“I think he’s the one,” Justin said.

“Oh my god.  You can officially be declared disturbed,” Joshua told him very serious.  “We are talking about Brian Kinney!”

“So?”  Justin asked.

“So?!!!”  Joshua shouted.  “He doesn’t care about anyone, Justin.  He is only going to break your heart.”

Justin shook his head and sat down on the sofa.   “You don’t understand,” Justin said.  “He’s different with me.”

Joshua took a deep breath.  “God, you really like him,” Joshua whispered and sat down next to his cousin.

Justin nodded.  

“What are you going to do?”  Joshua asked.

“You’ll see,” Justin said and got up.  “Come on.  We are going shopping.”

Joshua shook his head and got up.  This was going to be interesting.  He looked at Justin and smiled knowing that it didn’t matter if it was Brian Kinney; the guy didn’t stand a chance.  When Justin put his mind to do something there was no stopping the blond.

***

Brian opened the door and received another white box.  He took a deep breath and accepted it.  So far he had received flowers, clothes, colognes and everything in between.  He couldn’t believe that Justin would buy him so much.  No one had ever wasted so much money on him.

Brian opened the box and looked inside.  He gasped and then frowned.  He took out a black silk shirt and a pair of shades.  He had been looking at them earlier, but didn’t buy them.  Justin must have been following.  He took a deep breath and sat on the bed.  He picked up the little note.

<i>Hey beautiful, I think this would look so good on you tonight.  Love, Jay</i>

Brian shook his head and put everything back in the box and closed it.  He was going to have to talk to the blond.  He was tired of his behavior.  He got up and went in search of Justin.  When he got to the room, he could hear the shouts coming from inside. 

“I don’t fucking care if you have to chase after them across the Atlantic Ocean, Megan!!  Just make damn sure you fucking find them,” Justin shouted.

Brian knocked on the door and stared at Joshua when the blond opened it.  He went inside and saw Justin walking into a room still screaming on the phone.

Joshua closed the door quickly and smiled at Brian.  “He’s in a meeting.  Kind of.”

Brian just nodded and stared at the man.

“I’m Justin’s manager and cousin, Joshua Taylor.  It’s nice to meet you,” Joshua extended his hand.

Brian felt so good inside, he could jump with happiness, but didn’t.  He shook Joshua’s hand with enthusiasm.   He looked as Justin came out of his room fuming.

“Brian,” Justin said smiling.  His anger left him once he saw the brunet.  He walked over to Brian and kissed him.   “Did you receive my gift?”  He asked caressing Brian.

“Gift?  You’ve given me more than one gift and I’m sick of it,” Brian said.  “I don’t want anything else.  I’m capable of getting the things I want.”

Justin smiled and nodded.  

“Are you listening to me?”  Brian asked.

“He’s not,” Joshua told him.

Justin glared at his cousin.   “Could you leave us alone?”  Justin asked.

“My pleasure,” Joshua said before he left the room.

“Look, Justin.  Thank you, really, it’s a nice…thing.  I just don’t want them.  I want you to stop harassing me,” Brian told him.

“I’m harassing you?”  Justin asked.

“Yes,” Brian hissed.  “I want it to stop.  I don’t want to fucking see you anymore.  Do you hear me?”

“I have ears, don’t I?”  Justin asked.

Brian nodded and then turned around to leave.  “I mean it,” Brian told him. 

“Okay,” Justin said.

Brian turned around and closed the door.  He had been so close to jumping Justin right there.  He shook his head and walked away, even when his heart wanted him to turn around towards Justin.  He wasn’t going to let the blond win.  He wasn’t going to turn into a weak, sappy kind of guy.  

Justin leaned with his back against the door.  He had heard every word that Brian had said to him.  But he wasn’t going to listen to a single one of them.  He had seen Brian’s look and he was certain that the brunet wanted him.  Lucky for Brian, the words had gone in one ear and out the other one.  Justin was so going to get him.






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Thanks to my beta CuJo.  A million thanks to Mary who keeps helping me.  She’s always there when I need her.  Thank you.