Justin served himself another glass of whisky and looked around.  He and the rest of the gang had come to New York to celebrate Brian’s birthday.  He was surprised that Brian had agreed to it.

“What the fuck am I doing here?”  Justin asked himself.

“You can get him back, you know.”  Matthew said.

“Fuck off.”  Justin said.  

“I heard that he and Memphis have been fighting.”  Matthew said.

“I heard Memphis was going to California.”  Emmett said.

Justin frowned and looked at Emmett.  He wondered where the fuck the man had come from.

“So.”  Justin said.  “I don’t give a fuck.”

“Please.”  Emmett said.  

“You don’t fool anyone.”  Melanie said.

“Where the fuck are you all coming from?”  Justin asked.

Matthew and Melanie looked at each other with raised brows.

“Brian has been drinking all night like you.”  Matthew said smirking.

“What is that supposed to mean?”  Justin asked.

“That at least you could fuck him.”  Matthew pointed out.  “I’m going to go look around.”

“I can’t believe he said that.”  Melanie said shaking her head.

“I’m going to go mingle and see what else is new.”  Emmett said smiling and left.

“Aren’t you going to leave too?”  Justin asked.

“Don’t hurt him.”  Melanie said.

Justin arched a brow.

“You have a way with words, Justin.  They can hurt anyone.”  Melanie said.  “Whatever he does.  Just let him be happy.”

Justin ignored her and drank his bottle of whisky little by little.  He wanted to forget about everything and everyone, especially Brian.  After a while he just walked towards the guest room.  He got in the bed, hugging the bottle of Jack Daniels to him.

“What are you doing in here?”  Brian asked, coming into the room a few minutes later.

“Hiding.”  Justin told him. 

Brian walked inside and locked the door behind him.

“What are you doing here?”  Justin asked as he sat up.

“Hiding.”  Brian said smiling.

Justin nodded.

“I heard your boyfriend is moving to Cali.”  Justin commented.

Justin had heard that Brian was moving away from the girls.  He didn’t know if it was true.  He didn’t want it to be true.  Brian nodded.

“I’m moving with him.”  Brian informed him.

Justin laughed and nodded.

“Of course you are.”  Justin whispered and took a sip of his whisky.  “So how are you doing?”

“Okay.”  Brian told him sitting on the bed.

“That’s good to hear.”  Justin muttered.  

“So, how have you been?”  Brian asked.

“Miserable.”  Justin told him.  

Brian frowned.

“Justin, I…”

“Shut up, Brian.”  Justin told him.  “I really don’t want to hear it.”

Brian licked his lips and moved closer to Justin.

“What are you doing?”  Justin asked.

“Kiss me.”  Brian muttered.

“No.”  Justin told him.  “I don’t want you anymore.”

“Don’t lie to me.”  Brian told him.

Justin stared at the brunet and then suddenly grabbed Brian by the back of the neck.  He pulled him close and kissed him hard.

“Fuck me.”  Brian panted.

“No.”  Justin told him.

“Please, Justin.  Take me.”  Brian whispered.  

“Brian.”  Justin said holding Brian close to him.  

“I need you.”  Brian told him.  “Please.”

Justin closed his eyes as he kissed the brunet.  He pushed Brian back in the bed and got on top of him.  They took off their clothes as quickly as they could.  Brian couldn’t wait to feel Justin deep inside of him.  He had missed the blond so much and now that he had him back in his arms, he realized that.

“Turn around.”  Justin whispered next to Brian’s ear once the brunet was naked.

Brian complied and soon enough found himself moaning as Justin rimmed him.  He closed his eyes and buried his face on the soft blanket. He gripped the blankets and muttered Justin’s name over and over again.

“Fuck me.”  Brian moaned.  “Fuck me, Justin!”

Justin moved back and reached for a condom.  He put it on and then took the lube.  He squirted some on his fingers and then moved in between Brian’s leg.  He pushed the first digit inside the brunet making him whimper and shake.

“Do you like it, baby?”  Justin asked in a gruff voice.

“Yes.”  Brian panted.  “Yes.  More!” 

Justin licked his lips and pushed another finger inside Brian.  He licked Brian’s neck and then started nibbling on it as he finger fucked Brian.  He couldn’t wait to be inside the brunet.  He pulled his fingers away and smiled when Brian protested.  He placed his cock and Brian’s entrance and entered the brunet slowly.

“Does he fuck you like this?”  Justin asked angry.

Brian closed his eyes and shook his head.

“No.  Never this good.”  Brian told him.  “No one like you.”

Justin turned Brian’s head around and kissed the brunet.  He kissed Brian’s neck and then licked it making Brian shake.

“Does he know about all your weaknesses?”  Justin asked.

“Justin…please…”  Brian moaned.

“Does he?”  Justin asked.

“No!”  Brian whimpered.  

Justin entangled his fingers on Brian’s hair and pull on it.

“Ah.”  Brian moaned.

“Do you have an idea how much I love you?”  Justin asked.  “Do you?”

“I’m…sorry.”  Brian told him.

Justin shook his head and fucked Brian hard and fast.  He couldn’t stop touching Brian everywhere. He didn’t want to ever stop but soon enough he found himself close to the edge.  He took Brian’s cock and started jerking the brunet off.

“Oh fuck!”  Brian moaned and splashed his cum on the sheets and Justin’s hand.

Justin closed his eyes and one more pushed made him cum inside the tight tunnel.  He gripped Brian’s hips and sucked on Brian’s neck hard as he experienced his orgasm.

“Am I squashing you?”  Justin asked.

Brian shook his head.

“Don’t move.”  Brian muttered.  “I like to feel you like this.”

Justin kissed Brian’s neck.

“Come home.”  Justin told him.

Brian closed his eyes.

“Say something.”  Justin told him.

“I don’t know what to say.”  Brian told him.  “I…”

“Shut up.”  Justin told him and pulled away from Brian.

Justin got rid of the condom and started to get dressed.

“Justin.”  Brian whispered.

“What?”  Justin asked putting on his shoes.

“Stay with me.  Here.  Tonight.”  Brian told him.

Justin looked back and took a deep breath.  He lay back and Brian got closed to him and threw his arms around him.

“Thank you.”  Brian told him.

Justin nodded and soon enough both of them were sleeping.  In the morning, Brian smiled and reached for Justin. He opened his eyes when he didn’t found the blond.  He sat up on the bed and he didn’t have to go looking around the apartment to know that Justin was gone.

***

Brian looked at Memphis with a raised brow.

“Aren’t you going to say goodbye?”  Memphis asked.

“What the hell for?”  Brian asked.  “I’ll see you in a couple of days.”

Memphis smiled and nodded.  He came forward and kissed Brian.

“I forgive you, Brian.”  Memphis told him.

“What the fuck for?” Brian asked.

“For fucking that other guy.”  Memphis told him.

Brian took a deep breath.

“Justin and I fucked too.”  Brian told him.

Memphis just stared at him.

“What the fuck?”  Memphis asked.  “I don’t believe you?  Can’t you keep your dick in your pants?”

“Apparently not.”  Brian told him.

Memphis took a deep breath.

“What the fuck does this mean, Brian?  Are you going back with him?”  Memphis asked worried.

“Do you not see me here now?”  Brian asked.

“We’ll talk about this when you get home.”  Memphis said.  “God, I’m so pissed at you.”

Brian nodded.

“I have to go.”  Memphis told him.

“Have a nice trip.”  Brian told him.

Memphis nodded and walked away.  Brian frowned, not sure what he wanted anymore…again.  He wasn’t sure he ever did in the first place.

***

Daphne entered the nursery and smiled when she saw Brian holding Melissa.  She watched for a while and frowned when she saw his look.

“Brian, is everything okay?”  Daphne asked.

Brian nodded.

“I’m all packed.”  Brian told her.  “Can you believe it’s been a year since we left the Pitts?”

Daphne smiled and shook her head. 

“Time surely flies.”  Daphne said.

“It sure does.”  Brian said.

“So, where are you going?”  Daphne asked.

Brian looked at the floor.

“Memphis called.  He says that everything is ready.  He is waiting for me.”  Brian said.  

Daphne smiled and nodded.

“Do you hate me?”  Brian asked.

Daphne shook her head.

“I was just a little mad at first, but I don’t hate you.  I want you to be happy.”  Daphne told him with a big smile.

Brian passed Melissa on to Daphne.

“Do you think Justin hates me?”  Brian asked.

Daphne shook her head.

“He wants you to be happy, no matter what.”  Daphne told him.

“He loves me.”  Brian said.  “After all that has happened, he still loves me.”

Daphne smiled. 

“Love is like that.  It survives anything.”  Daphne said.  

“He’s mad at me.”  Brian said.

“Do you blame him?” Daphne asked.

Brian shook his head.  He looked at Melissa and smiled.

“You take care of her.”  Brian told her.

Daphne nodded and kissed him on the cheek.  She wished him good luck and told him to follow his heart.  Brian looked at his watch and saw that it was time to go.  Brandon drove him to the airport and wished him good luck with everything.   They hugged and said goodbye.  Brian just walked around for a while before it was time to leave.

“Everything looks in order Mr. Kinney.”  The lady in the desk told him.  “Is there anything else we can do for you?”

Brian shook his head. 

“That’s all I needed, thank you.”  Brian told her.

Once everything was finished Brian went to take his plane.  He took a deep breath and just sat down in his seat.  He let it out slowly and smiled, knowing he was making the right decision.  He looked out the window for a long time until the plane started moving.  He fastened his seat belt and closed his eyes and little by little he felt asleep.  He was on his way home, no matter how mad his man was.  He would make things right.

***

Justin entered his apartment in a bad mood.  He closed the door, set the alarm and turned on the lights.  He dropped his things next to his desk and then went to the kitchen where he served himself a glass of whisky.  He drank it all in one shot and then served himself some more.

“Are you going to get drunk?”  Brian asked as he patted Pussy.

“What the fuck are you doing here?”  Justin asked.

“Don’t you want me here?”  Brian asked with a little smile as he let go of the cat.

“You just scared the shit out of me.”  Justin told him.

Brian smiled and walked closer to Justin.  They both stayed quiet.  Justin wanted to reach for the brunet and kiss him senseless.

“So, you came here.”  Justin muttered as he looked at his glass.  “Are you staying here?”

Brian nodded.

“Why should I take you back?”  Justin asked.

Brian bit his lower lip.

“I was hoping you still love me.”  Brian told him.  

“What if I don’t?”  Justin asked.

Brian frowned and looked at the floor.  He looked back at Justin and shrugged.

“I have some compromising pictures of you.”  Brian said.

Justin smirked.

“Blackmail, I see.”  Justin whispered.

“It worked once.”  Brian told him smirking.

“Guess it did.”  Justin told him.

Brian got serious.

“I’m sorry.  I was so stupid and naïve.”  Brian told him.  “I want to be with you.”

“Why?”  Justin asked.

“Because I love you.”  Brian told him.  

“Are you sure?”  Justin asked licking his lips.

“Oh, yeah.”  Brian told him.  “I was in the airport ready to go to California.” 

“So what happened?”  Justin asked.

“I was thinking about plane crashes.  I thought about dying and hoped it didn’t happen because if it did, I would never see you ever again, or Daphne, Melissa and Brandon, Michael and the rest of the gang or Memphis.”  Brian said.

“Right.”  Justin said dryly, hearing Memphis name got him mad.

“Then I thought that going to California would make it harder to see any of you guys.  I started realizing that I didn’t want that and then I realized that as much I love my family and friends that if you had have been the one in California, I would have actually left everything behind to be with you.”  Brian told him.  “But I couldn’t do that for Memphis.”

Justin took a step forward.

“I love you.  I was just kind of blind for a while.”  Brian told him.

“I see.”  Justin told him.  “You scared me.  You are an idiot.”

Brian frowned.

“I’m sorry.  I know that doesn’t solve anything, but I am.”  Brian told him.

“What about Memphis?”  Justin asked.

“I called him from the plane.”  Brian said.  “I told him that I was coming here.  He was pretty mad.  He tried to tell me I was making a huge mistake.”

“I don’t think so.”  Justin said smiling.

Brian smiled as he looked at the blond.  He walked closer and licked his lips.

“Are you going to kiss me or what?”  Brian asked.

Justin caressed the brunet’s face.  He threw his arms around the brunet and then kissed him hard.  After a while he pulled back and arched a brow.

“Brian.”  Justin muttered.

“What?”  Brian asked.

“Are you going to keep growing up?”  Justin asked.

Brian shrugged.

“Like it matters.  You won’t let me be the top no matter how tall I get.”  Brian protested.

“I am the top.”  Justin told him as he took Brian’s hand and started walking towards the stairs.

“I think it should be fifty-fifty percent thing.”  Brian told him smiling.

“Ah, no.”  Justin said.

“You didn’t even think about that.”  Brian said as they went inside the bedroom.

Justin smiled and pushed Brian on the bed.

“You love my cock up your ass.  Now turn around and stop fighting me, baby.”  Justin said smiling.

Brian snickered.

“Justin.”  Brian whispered.

“What?” Justin asked.

“Do you forgive me?” Brian asked.  

Justin stared at him for a long time before he nodded.

“I do.”  Justin told him.  “I do, baby.”

Justin smiled and got in the bed.  He kissed Brian’s neck and turned the brunet around.

“Because we love each other.”  Justin whispered.

“Yes.”  Brian said smiling.

Brian was so happy that he and Justin were back together.  He had missed him so much.  He didn’t know what the fuck he had been thinking.

“You do remember you promised to marry me.  That’s still on, right?”  Brian asked smirking.

Justin laughed as he kissed Brian’s neck.

“One day, baby.”  Justin said kissing him on the lips.  “You do know you are getting punished.”

Brian frowned like he hated the idea and nodded.

“You were a very bad boy.”  Justin told him in a husky voice.

Brian smiled happily and let Justin do whatever the blond wanted.  He was happy to be back in Justin’s arms and he knew that he and Justin would be okay.  He knew it wasn’t going to be easy, but he didn’t want easy; he wanted Justin.  He was back and he was never ever leaving again.  

Justin pulled back and looked at his man.  He smiled and knew he would never ever let go of his baby again.  He would do anything on his power to keep Brian with him.