“Okay?” Justin asked Brian. “Yes,” Brian told him as they waited for the doctor. “I feel so excited, Brian,” Justin told him. Brian nodded. “To think I’m going to be inside of you raw,” Justin whispered to Brian. “Don’t start that now,” Brian warned him. Justin laughed. The door opened and the doctor came inside. He sat down and for the next half hour they talked about the vasectomy that Brian and Justin wanted. After discussing it Brian and Justin decided what they wanted. “So, we have agreed it’s going to be a no scalp vasectomy,” the man said. Justin and Brian nodded. “How long will the procedure take?” Brian asked. “Is about fifteen minutes and sometimes less,” the doctor told them. “For a few days you might feel tenderness, discomfort or a slight swelling for the first three days. You will be back to yourselves in a week.” “That’s pretty fast,” Justin pointed out. Brian nodded slightly. He was well aware that it was probably going to feel like much longer. “How good is this procedure?” Justin asked suddenly. “The failure rate is less that one percent,” Doctor Brightman told them. “That’s good to hear,” Justin replied. “We have all the kids we want.” The doctor nodded and started writing their appointment. “How long do we have to wait for it to work?” Justin asked. “Impatient are we?” Brian asked with a smirk. Justin kicked him on the leg. Brian frowned but listened to the answer. “It might take several weeks,” The doctor said. “We will check your sperm and let you know when you are safe.” Brian and Justin looked at each other. “We’re doing it,” Brian announced as he looked at his blond with a little smile. Justin only nodded and smiled back from ear to ear to show how happy he was. *** “What’s wrong?” Jacob asked Brian. “Nothing,” Brian told him and rolled his lips inside his mouth. He sat there trying to think of what he was going to do but he couldn’t think. He was sore and it wasn’t the result out of a good fuck. “How are you feeling?” Chris asked. Brain grunted. Jacob sighed. “I want to play with you.” Chris thought that Jacob was adorable. “Your Dad is a bit sick right now. Why don’t I play with you and you’ll play with him when he gets better.” Jacob nodded and then went to Brian. He hugged the man quickly and pulled back with a smile. “I hope you get better soon.” Brian smiled and watched him go. Justin walked to Brian looking very uncomfortable. “I can’t keep on walking. What was I thinking? I feel so strange.” “Sit down and relax,” Brian told him as he stood up. He had tried sitting down but that didn’t worked out so well for him. Justin sat down. He sighed as he threw his head back. “I feel so weird. I even had a nightmare that my cock was not going to work the right way ever again.” Jill laughed as he heard Justin when he came into the living room. “You guys are crazy,” he informed them and then looked at Liam and Jacob that ran by him. “Justin,” Evan said as came to a halt in front of his father. “I’m hungry.” “Yeah,” Liam agreed with his younger brother. “I’ll get you something to eat,” Jill assured them. “You stay sitting there and relax.” “Thanks,” Justin told him. Brian sat next to Justin. They kissed and smiled at each other. “Just think about how hot sex will be,” Brian told him. “Is that what keeps you going?” Justin asked. “Is sex with you,” Brian said to the blond. They laughed at Brian’s comment. Justin put his head on Brian’s shoulder. “He abandoned me,” Chris said coming back into the living room. “Jill’s promises of food took him away from me.” Justin grinned. Chris sat across them. “How long before you guys are back to your old self?” Justin groaned. “Three more days and I swear that if it takes longer than that I’m going to strangle someone.” “Tough,” Chris commented with an amused smile. He looked at his watch and then back at them. “So, how are you guys dealing?” Chris asked. “It’s crazy,” Justin told him. “Thank god we are getting the house soon. At least they are as old as Liam and you don’t have to be all the time behind them.” “At least there is going to be more space,” Chris pointed out. Brian shrugged. He was positive the kids would be their old selves wherever they went. It just meant bigger messes and longer searches for the children that were hiding away. “I should go. Mom is dropping the kids in an hour,” Chris informed as he got up. “Which means two hours,” Brian said looking at Justin. Justin laughed. “You’re going to see Tobias.” “Can you blame me?” Chris asked smirking. Evan came running towards Justin and giggled when he came to a stop almost on top of Justin. He got on the sofa and kissed Justin on the cheek. Justin arched a brow as the kid sat next to him. “He’s a great kid,” Chris told them. “Evan!” Liam yelled. “Come on!” Evan jumped out of the sofa and went running to his older brother. “It’s been so easy to fall for them,” Justin said smiling. “I mean it’s just like with the quads and Liam. I didn’t remember them and still don’t but it was so easy to love them. Jesus, that sounds so fucking bad.” Chris shook his head. “You’re too hard on yourself.” “Yeah he is,” Brian said and kissed Justin’s temples. “I’m going to check that Jill is still alive.” Justin laughed. “He’s great,” Chris pointed out, meaning Brian. Justin smiled and nodded. “I’m lucky.” “Both of you,” Chris said. He looked at Justin’s cringing face when the blond move and laughed. “I mean you’re both crazy as hell. But you’re lucky. I mean your dick still attach so far.” “Shut up!” Justin said throwing a pillow to his friend. He heard as Chris left laughing but he ignored it and stayed sitting down. *** “I think we should wait,” Melanie said. “Wait for what?” Vivian asked. “I don’t know,” Melanie said and laughed nervously. Vivian frowned. “Okay, you’re right. Maybe we’re moving too fast.” Melanie bit her lower lip. She knew that she was scared to move in with Vivian and then have things end like they did with Lindsay. “Are you okay?” Vivian asked. “You look terrified.” “I am,” Melanie told her. “Why?” Vivian asked frowning. She moved closer to her woman and caressed Mel’s face. “’Cause I’m about to tell you that I would like us to move in together,” Melanie said and rolled her lips inside her mouth. Vivian opened her mouth a bit startled. She thought she had asked at the wrong time. She didn’t want Melanie agreeing to something she wasn’t ready for. “Look, Mel...” “No,” Melanie said shaking her head. “I’m ready to do this, with you. And I’m scare because sometimes my old life with Lindsay haunts me.” Vivian swallowed and let Mel talk. “I think we’re going to end just like that,” Melanie admitted. “And then I think fuck it. You’re not her. This is not my relationship with Linds. This is us.” Vivian smiled at that. She liked to see Melanie taking control of her life. “I won’t let what happened get in the middle of my chance of happiness with you,” Melanie said and smiled from side to side. Vivian pulled her into a hug. “Babe, I love you.” “I love you too,” Melanie told her sure of what she was saying. Vivian let go of her and got up. “We have to go house hunting.” Melanie laughed and pulled Vivian back into the bed. “We need to celebrate first.” “Oh god yes,” Vivian said pushing Melanie into her back. “I’m so going to fuck you.” Melanie laughed her heart out. She didn’t think she had ever been so happy. She was still scared but she would give it a try. This time around she would do everything in her power to make things work; this time she was willing to risk everything to keep the woman she love always next to her. *** “How many times more do I have to masturbate?” Justin asked. Brian started laughing. The impatient look on Justin’s face was priceless. “Don’t laugh,” Justin told him. “This is frustrating.” Brian nodded slightly. “We have plenty of condoms for now.” Justin sighed. “I can’t wait to be inside of you with no barriers.” Brian kissed him hard as he tried to forget about what he had been thinking all day. He didn’t know how to tell Justin what he wanted to do fearing that it wasn’t the right thing to do. “Okay,” Justin said pulling away. “What’s on your mind?” Brian bit his lower lip. “Well, there is something I’ve wanted to talk about with you.” “What’s that?” Justin asked. “I talked to Melanie about a week ago,” Brian started. Justin turned his head to look at the brunet. “I was thinking of adopting the twins,” Brian whispered. Justin opened his mouth not sure what to say. Brian always found a way to surprise him. “You’re not saying anything,” Brian pointed out. He sighed and sat up, throwing his legs over the edge of the bed. Justin licked his lips and moved closer to Brian. He caressed the man’s back. “Are you sure you want to do that? You don’t have to…” “Justin,” Brian said turning around. “I know that at first I was mad. I won’t deny it.” Justin nodded knowing that Brian wasn’t happy with how things had played out. “And I was shocked and I wished it would go away,” Brian said. He licked his lips and caressed Justin’s face. “But now I know is going to be okay. I love those kids as if they were my own.” Justin smiled a bit. “I worried about them,” Brian told him. “And I want good things to happen to them like for any of OUR other kids.” Justin smiled widely. “If we weren’t married I would ask you right now.” Brian grinned. “If you did I would say yes.” Justin laughed. “You better say that.” Brian got on top of the blond. He kissed him hard and reached for a condom. “Soon enough this would be history.” Justin nodded. “I can’t wait.” Brian kissed him hard. “So, you’re okay with me adopting them?” Justin nodded and caressed Brian’s face. “Yes, now make love to me.” Brain arched a brow and smiled sexily. “Whatever you say.” *** “What’s wrong?” Thomas asked. Ted shook his head. “I can’t believe this really happened. I don’t know if I’m still in shock. But fuck!” Thomas wrapped his arms around Ted’s neck. “I love you.” Ted closed his eyes and couldn’t hear that without feeling guilty. He did love Thomas but he had hurt Emmett so much. “Say something,” Thomas whispered. “I fucked up,” Ted said. “He was my best friend. I should have come clean from the beginning.” Thomas sighed. “Have you tried talking to him?” “Do you really love me?” Ted asked. “If I go anywhere near him he might rip my head off.” “You guys have a daughter,” Thomas pointed out. Ted sighed and sat down. “I fucked everything up.” Thomas sat down as well. He felt guilty that he had gotten in the middle but he couldn’t help it. Once he laid eyes on Ted he knew he was the one. Ted rubbed his face. “I think you should call him,” Thomas said. “And if he hangs up you should try again and again and again. I bet you want to see your daughter.” Ted nodded. Thomas got up and reached for the phone. “Here you go. I’ll go bring us some food.” Ted got up quickly and kissed the man. “I think you’re wonderful.” Thomas smiled at him before he left. Ted sat back down and stared at the phone for the longest time before he called Emmett. “Who is this?” Emmett asked not recognizing the number. “It’s me Emmett,” Ted told him. There was silence for a few seconds. “Look, I’m really busy,” Emmett said. “I know you are,” Ted told him quickly. “Look, I know I fucked up big time. You should be able to strangle me without any legal ramifications.” Emmett sighed. He had thought about that. “But we have to talk about Alice,” Ted told him. “What about it?” Emmett asked scared for a second. “She’s my daughter!” “She’s my daughter too,” Ted said calmly. “And I want to see her.” Emmett’s eyes watered. “I don’t want to cause problems, Em,” Ted told him. “I’m really sorry this happened. I am. But whatever mistakes I did don’t have to do with her. If you want to hate me for the rest of your life then do. But don’t punish me by not letting me see her, anything but that.” Emmett licked his lips and looked at Alice that was in front of the TV watching her favorite move. “Fuck,” he whispered. “No matter what, I’m still her father,” Ted said once again. “I know,” Emmett whispered knowing that Alice didn’t have to pay for her father’s mistakes. “I’ll call you, promise.” Ted heard the line go dead and he sighed. He closed his eyes and waited for Thomas to come back. He knew things were never going to be the same with Emmett and he would probably would have to make up to the man for the rest of his life. *** Brian rushed into the house like a mad man. He went straight to the bedroom where Justin was already in bed. He went to the shower without saying a word to the blond. Justin frowned and stayed writing on his laptop. Brian had called him earlier and told him he was going to be late. “Hey,” Brian said as he came out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist. “Did you eat?” Justin asked. “Yes,” Brian told him and smiled. “I ate. I went to see Chris and Emmett and Debbie.” Justin frowned and hit save. He closed his computer and put it on the night table. “What’s going on, Brian?” he asked while he did all that. “I needed to kill time,” Brian said. Justin frowned. “I thought you were working.” “I couldn’t work,” Brian said still smiling. “Okay,” Justin whispered. “Then why did you lie?” “It was a white lie and it had to be done,” Brian said as he moved to the end of the bed. “I called the clinic today.” Justin arched a brow. He started crawling towards Brian. “We’re clear,” Brian told him. Justin smirked. “Why did you wait so long to tell me? And why in god’s name didn’t you come here?” “Because if I did all I would have done was fuck you,” Brian said as he was close to Justin’s face. “That’s all I’ve been thinking about and with the kids here I couldn’t possibly have done that.” Justin moved his hand to Brian’s cock. “Jesus, you’re so big and so hard,” he said and pulled Brian’s towel away. Brian licked his lips and Justin kissed his hip. He put one hand on Justin’s shoulder and the other tangled itself in the blond’s hair as Justin kissed him on the hip. Justin licked the pre cum of Brian’s cock. He looked up and smiled before he took Brian into his mouth. Brian closed his eyes and threw his head back. He groaned as Justin worked his magic on him. “Come here,” Brian said after a few moments. “I want to cum inside you.” Justin got of the bed and they started kissing. Brian kissed Justin hard as his hands squeezed the blond’s ass. Then suddenly he turned the blond around and pushed him on the bed. He kneeled and pulled Justin closer to the edge. He kissed Justin’s neck and then bit him on the shoulder. “Brian, fuck me,” Justin groaned. “Just fuck me.” Brian licked his lips and parted Justin’s cheeks. He licked the blond slowly making Justin tremble and burn with desire. His tongue slip inside the blond’s hole and Justin moaned. Justin’s hips were pushing back wildly; he couldn’t wait to have Brian inside of him. The brunet pulled back after making sure that Justin’s hole was wet. He stuck two fingers inside as once and Justin growled with pleasure. Brian’s cock was dripping pre cum like crazy. He pulled his fingers away and pulled Justin into his lap. “Fuck me,” Justin said as he threw his head back into Brian’s shoulder. Brian grabbed his cock and pushed his hard member inside the tight wet hole. He grunted with pleasure as Justin gripped him hard inside of him. He kissed Justin’s neck and then ran his teeth through the damp skin. “Yes,” Justin hissed. “Fuck me.” Brian wrapped one arm over Justin’s shoulder so he could pull the blond close to him. He had one hand at Justin’s hips as they moved. At first their movements were slow. As Brian pulled out of the blond Justin would move his hips forward and then back into Brian. Justin put one hand at the edge of the bed to push himself towards Brian and the other was holding one of Brian’s thighs. “I’m going to cum,” Brian growled into Justin’s ear. Justin moaned and gasped for air and Brian went wild. Brian grabbed Justin by the hips with both hands and fucked him hard. He growled as he spilled his cum deep inside the blond. “Brian,” Justin groaned as he grabbed his cock. He still hadn’t reached his climax. Brian pulled out of the blond and threw Justin over the edge of the bed once again. He kissed Justin’s neck and then his tongue poked out. His tongue traced a path from Justin’s neck to the blond’s ass. Brian parted Justin’s cheeks and licked the blond’s bud. “Oh god,” Justin groaned. Brian grabbed Justin’s cock and stuck his tongue inside the blond tasting himself there. “Brian!” Justin yelled as he shut his cum. Brian turned him around and kissed Justin hard. Justin was still shaking from his orgasm. He wrapped his arms around the brunet and turned them around. The older man felt himself getting harder again. “I’m going to fuck you,” Justin told the brunet in husky voice. “So fucking hard.” Brian wrapped his legs around Justin. They looked at each other with love and lust in their eyes. Justin ran his hands over Brian’s sweaty chest. He bent down and licked on of Brian’s nipple making the man grunt. Justin used his pre cum to open Brian. He was going crazy hearing Brian grunt and moan for him. When he thought that Brian was ready he pushed inside the man. He didn’t stop until he was all the way inside. “Fuck,” Brian groaned and his walls spasm around Justin’s member. Justin moved his hips painfully and deliciously slow. Brian kept gripping the sheets as his life depended on it. The younger man bent down and captured one of his husband’s nipples on his mouth. He sucked on it slowly and then nibbled at it. Brian’s body arched with the stimulation. He grabbed his cock and stared jerking off. Justin moved his hand to Brian’s erection to help him along. He was in heaven as the two of them moved. Brian grabbed Justin by the back of the neck. “Come here,” he said and kissed Justin hard. Justin’s hand moved to Brian’s thighs and he started fucking Brian hard and fast. He was so close to cumming yet again. He felt Brian’s body shaking and barely could open his eyes to see Brian cumming all over himself. “Ahhh,” Justin yelled as he came. His body dropping on top of the brunet’s. “God,” Brian said when he found his voice. “Fuck me,” he said and smirked. “I just did,” Justin said and laughed. He pulled out of Brian slowly. “But I know what you mean.” Brian smirked and moved on top of Justin. He kissed him ferociously. Justin pulled back and looked at Brian. He caressed Brian’s face and they rubbed their noses together. “You’re amazing,” Brian muttered. Justin smiled from ear to ear. “So are you.” Brian bit his lower lip. “You know, while I was killing time I was thinking of all the ways I wanted to fuck you.” Justin smiled. “Oh?” he asked. “Come and ride me,” Brian grunted. Justin was happy to oblige.