“Tell me,” Justin said smiling. The first time Brian found out that Justin loved to be talked dirty to, Brian was a happy man. He could get the blond to drop anything if he talked dirty to him. Brian thought it was the best thing ever since slice bread. “You want to hear more?” Brian asked. “Mmm mmhm,” Justin murmured as his eyes closed and his body moved closer to Brian. Brian chuckled and moved his mouth close to Justin’s ear once again. “I think it would be good to tie your hands together behind your back and then...” “What?” Justin asked. “I would make you bend forward to get you on your knees,” Brian said and knew Justin was picturing the whole scenario. “You love it, don’t you?” “Yeah,” Justin said in a throaty response. “I bet you would want it done for real,” Brian informed him. “Have you naked and bound, completely at my mercy. I’ll have you aching for my touch. I’ll work my way down your body from your lips to your cock to your ass. I’ll make you moan and beg me for more. Then I’ll blindfold you and place light kisses all over your body. You won’t be able to see or move; you’ll be my sex slave. You must follow all my orders. You can’t even come until I allow it. But first I’ll fuck that wicked mouth with my big cock. Leave your lips swollen and covered in cum.” “Mmm,” Justin grunted and his hand went to grab his hard cock. He could almost taste Brian in his mouth. Brian stuck his tongue out and licked Justin’s neck. “Could you two stop that?” Debbie asked as she put a plate of food in front of them. “Let the boy eat.” Justin opened his eyes a bit startled by his surroundings. He looked up at Debbie and blushed. Brian smiled at her. “I wasn’t doing anything I’m not allowed to do with my boyfriend.” Debbie smiled at Brian. “Whatever, I’m watching you two. Now, let him eat.” Justin took a deep breath when Debbie turned around and left. They were sitting at the back of the diner. Brian had almost fucked Justin right there and the blond wouldn’t have minded one bit. “Be right back,” Brian said getting up and going to the restroom. Justin smiled a bit knowing that Brian was as rock-hard as he was. He willed his erection to go down before he started eating. Brian joined him again and they talked about going out and inviting Ben and Michael. That way they could keep their act up in front of their friends. “Hey guys,” Emmett said. “What are you doing all the way back here?” “Hiding from you,” Brian retorted with a smile. “Brian,” Justin said and laughed. Sometimes he couldn’t help it but laugh at his comments. Brian was always trying to be the instigator of their group. “Can we join you?” Emmett asked and sat down. “You didn’t really wait for an answer,” Brian pointed out. Ted sat next to Emmett. “Hey Justin.” “Hi, Ted,” Justin answered and continued eating. “Boys,” Debbie said smiling. “What is it going to be?” “I’ll have the usual,” Ted told her. “Why am I not surprised?” Brian asked. “I feel like a steak with fries,” Emmett told her. “And a shake as well.” “Coming right up, honey,” Debbie said. “Are you sure you don’t want anything Brian.” Brian nodded and looked at Justin. “Justin gives me what I want.” “Jesus,” Emmett whispered. “Are we going to have a performance right here? It’s like dinner and a show without the reservation or cover charge. I wouldn’t mind at all.” “Bet you wouldn’t,” Brian said smirking. “Get on the table, Sunshine. Let’s show them how it’s done.” Justin laughed with Emmett while Brian grinned. Ted rolled his eyes. “You should let Justin rest, you know,” Debbie said. Yet as she looked at Brian she couldn’t help but smile. She was happy to see Brian so in love with the blond. It was obvious to everyone around how much the two loved one another. “I’ll be back.” “She doesn’t give you a hard time anymore, does she?” Emmett asked grinning. “No, Debbie is in love with this lovely blond right here. If I broke up with him I think she would go out with him. And I was planning on dumping you soon,” Brian said as he looked at Justin. He sighed dramatically. “I’ll guess I’ll have to keep you forever so she’ll always be nice to me.” Justin laughed a bit before he stuck two fries in his mouth. He tried not to let the comment get to him. He didn’t want anything else but to be with Brian for the rest of his life. “Mmm,” Emmett said clearing his throat as he glared at the brunet. Brian looked at Emmett and raised a brow. “We’re going to Babylon tonight,” Ted said as he looked from Brian to Justin. “Do you guys want to come?” “Sure,” Brian said. “I can’t,” Justin told them as he grabbed his soda. “I have to finish a few paintings. The exhibition is going to be in less than a week.” “So it’s finally happening,” Emmett said. Justin nodded with a big smile. “I can’t wait.” Brian licked his lips as he looked at Justin. “I thought you would want to go for a while and relax a bit.” Ted rolled his eyes. He was tired of how good things were going for Brian and Justin. He had to start some trouble or he wasn’t ever going to win. “You can come alone with us, Brian. I’m sure Justin wouldn’t mind. I mean you already have before,” he pointed out and this time if Brian wanted to trick he wasn’t going to stop him, he thought. “Yeah,” Justin answered. “Don’t worry about me. I’ll be up all night trying to finish my paintings. You should go ahead and hang out with your friends. I don’t mind.” Brian shrugged. He had no intention of going to Babylon where he would be tortured because he couldn’t fuck some anonymous trick for the night. He preferred to stay home with Justin and see how he could help the blond relax. Maybe they could take a nice soothing shower that involved relaxing things. “I’ll let you guys know.” Emmett nodded slowly, noting the change in Brian. The old Brian Kinney would have jumped at the chance to go to Babylon without his supposed boyfriend. Soon after that Debbie came with their food. She put a plate in front of Brian as well. “Here you go baby,” she said to the brunet. “You eat that, okay? After all you need to maintain your stamina,” then she pinched his cheek and smiled widely. “Oh my god,” Ted said. “She really is being super extra nice to you.” Brian sighed and shrugged as he grabbed the fork and stabbed the baby tomato. “I guess it’s my civic duty to make sure Debbie stays happy,” Justin said as he moved closer to the brunet. “Therefore I’ll have to always stick by you so she stays like that...permanently. “Yes, because that’s what really is important here,” Emmett commented. “Debbie’s happiness.” Brian couldn’t help but smile from ear to ear. Justin gave him a kiss on the back of the neck that left the older man yearning for more. Brian ate faster so they could get out of there and go back to the loft. He quietly stole a few glances at Justin and realized that he didn’t want time to go by. For once Brian Kinney wished that time would stand still and Justin would be by his side. Then he glanced around at his other friends. They were equally enchanted with the hot blond by his side, including Debbie. Brian wondered what would happen when all bets were off and each were free to leave. Would he lose Justin, did he want too? Uneasy Brian pulled his blond closer, unsure of what he wanted. *** Justin placed the finals touches to his last painting and couldn’t help but smile. He got up from the stool and went to take off his dirty clothes. When he was done he went to take a shower. He decided to call Daphne so they could spend sometime together. He looked at the time and knew that if he wanted he could dress up and go to Babylon. He really wanted to see Brian. “Justin,” Brian’s muffled voice was heard as he knocked on the door. “Justin!” Justin went to open up the door. He was only wearing a towel around his waist. “Brian?” “You knew I was coming,” Brian said as he examined the younger man from head to toe and then stepped inside. “What are you doing here?” Justin asked. “I thought you were going to Babylon.” “I said I was going to think about it,” Brian pointed out as he put a plastic, black bag on the sofa. “Did you get some work done?” “I’m finished,” Justin announced as he closed the door and locked it. “Want to see?” “Sure,” Brian told him; curious to see all of Justin’s masterpieces. Justin took the man’s hand and led the way. He was interested to hear what Brian honestly thought. The brunet looked at everything that Justin had done. He analyzed every detail and brush stoke. He kept silent until they were done. “So?” Justin asked but didn’t look at the brunet. He would be crushed if Brian didn’t like his artwork. “I like them all but I think, I never thought I would say this, I like the one of Emmett the best,” Brian said as he walked towards the wall where Emmett’s painting was hanging. “Do you think he will be mad?” Justin asked and sighed. “I really think he’s great.” “Should I be jealous?” Brian asked and frowned. He didn’t like how he felt upon hearing Justin use such endearments about a friend. “That’s not what I mean and you know it,” Justin said as he looked at the painting. It was Emmett smiling widely with his arms in the air in the middle of the dance floor at Babylon. Justin had painted people around the man but none of them radiated the same light or energy as Emmett did. “He’s a good friend.” Brian grabbed the towel that Justin was wearing and pulled it away. “Brian!” Justin shrieked and then laughed. “What?” Brian asked as he pulled the blond towards him. “Come here. Forget about Emmett.” “You always want me to forget about everyone,” Justin pointed out. “I’m a smart person,” Brian whispered as he kissed the blond. He pulled back and smiled before he licked Justin’s lips. “You should listen to me.” “Done,” Justin told him. “I’ll focus on you from now on.” “Good boy,” Brian said and moved away. He took Justin’s hand in his and walked back to the living room. “Let’s celebrate.” “You don’t celebrate, Brian,” Justin pointed out. “Only important things,” Brian told him. “You finishing your work is important and a wonderful achievement.” Justin couldn’t help but glow with happiness. He arched a brow as Brian grabbed the bag before they reached his bedroom. “What’s that?” “You’re going to find out,” Brian told him with a sexy smile. He threw the bag on the bed and started stripping. Justin watched him for a few minutes before he moved towards the bag. He looked inside and bit his lower lip. He reached for the items that were lying there. There were beads inside wrapped in their own transparent, plastic package. He stared at them for a few seconds before he turned to look at the brunet. Brian had been watching the blond. He arched a brow as he got in bed. “Want to try them out?” Justin nodded slowly. “Sunshine,” Brian said sweetly before he pushed Justin back. “Relax.” Justin took a deep breath and tried to will his apprehension away. Brian began his sexual assault by kissing his man. He caressed Justin everywhere and rubbed their erections together. He couldn’t wait to fuck the blond. He turned Justin around and got on his knees. He got off the bed and went to get the lube. When he came back he found Justin touching himself. “Starting without me,” Brian said smirking. “You get me so horny,” Justin gasped out. Brian put everything he needed on the bed and then straddled Justin’s thighs. He kissed Justin’s neck and his tongue poked out to lick the blond’s back. He didn’t stop until he reached Justin’s buttocks. “Bri,” Justin moaned as he felt the man parting his ass cheeks. “Yeah,” Brian said in a husky voice as he stared at Justin’s twitching hole. He let his thumb trace it and then moved his mouth closer. He let this breath hit Justin’s entrance. “Mmm,” Justin grunted and his hips rose up. Brian’s tongue licked the wanting bud a few times before pushing inside. He would pull his tongue out and nibble at the blond’s opening before repeating the sequence. He did not want to pull away but he did. He grabbed the lube and opened the blond up. Then he reached for the black beads and pushed the first one inside. “How does that feel?” “Good,” Justin told him. Brian pushed Justin’s legs to open them wider. He licked his lips as he pushed two more beads. “Brian,” Justin gasped out. He relished the pressure that had started to build and threatened to overtake him. It felt so good. Justin had lost his ability to form words or any coherent thought. Brian’s hand caressed Justin’s sweaty back. He smiled a bit when he saw Justin’s hips moving on their own accord. He grabbed his cock and jerked a few times. Then he went back to the task at hand. Justin gripped his walls around the anal beads and moaned. He bit the pillow under his head and did it again. He couldn’t help it. “Do you want more?” Brian asked when he had pushed about four more of them inside his young lover. “Yes,” Justin told him with a shaky voice. Brian complied. “Oh fuck,” Justin yelled. “More!” Brian licked his lips and did as the blond requested. He took a deep breath and controlled his own urges. This was about pleasuring Justin. “Can you take more?” Justin nodded and buried his head in the pillow. He felt Brian’s hands opening his legs even wider. He had never done such things with anyone. Cameron had once introduced a dildo into their sex life and that had been all. Justin hadn’t liked it one bit but with Brian it was different; everything the brunet did caused him rapture. “You’re such a naughty boy,” Brian whispered and pushed two more beads inside the blond. “You can do it. You can take it all.” Justin opened his eyes when Brian inserted another one. He shook his head quickly. “Brian,” he gasped out. Brian watched Justin’s body tensing a bit. He moved to the bed and lay there on his back. He made the blond straddle his head. “Bri,” Justin moaned as Brian started sucking him. “Oh god.” Brian played with the blond’s balls and started to deep throat his man. He felt Justin was at the edge of his orgasm. He took the last two beads and started pulling the rest out as he sucked the blond. “Ah,” Justin groaned when he felt his body burning up. He pushed his cock deep into Brian’s mouth and climaxed. He wasn’t sure what happened while he orgasm but when he opened his eyes he was on his back and Brian was smiling at him. “Are you okay?” Brian asked. “I don’t know,” Justin said with a goofy smile in place. “I think I died,” he said and stretched. He felt like he was in heaven. The bed under him felt so comfortable and he could just close his eyes and go to sleep. “You were great,” Brian told him. “I have never...” Justin said but stopped. “What?” Brian asked. “Let go like that,” Justin told him as he sat up. Brian kissed him hard. He reached for a condom and Justin stopped him. “Let me suck you,” Justin offered. “I’m kind of sore.” “Did I hurt you?” Brian asked worried. “Let me check you.” “No,” Justin told him. “I’m okay. It’s just...I’m sore, that’s all.” Brian nodded and lay back on the bed. He looked at the condom and gave it to the blond. “Brian?” Justin asked. “Let’s not talk about it,” Brian muttered. Justin nodded and moved to his knees. He licked his lips as he reached for the lube. When he turned to look at the brunet Brian was already getting on his stomach. He came closer to the man. “I already locked the door and I’m not opening it again.” Brian sighed and after a long time answered. “Are we going to fuck or what?” *** Justin rubbed his hands together as he looked at every direction possible. He was standing in the same place he had been ten minutes ago when the show had opened and started to let people in. He knew he had to breathe but it was proving difficult. “Justin,” Nancy said. “How are you darling?” “Great,” he told her and swallowed. “Looks like its filling up.” “Of course it is,” Nancy said smiling. “I saw the new paintings you brought and they’re amazing. You’re going to go places.” Justin smiled at that. That was his dream to become a great artist and that everyone would recognize his work. “Thanks.” “Justin,” Brian said as he walked over to the blond. “And you are?” Nancy asked extending her hand. “Brian Kinney,” Brian told her and put his arm around Justin. “I’m his partner.” “Well, isn’t Justin a lucky man,” Nancy said. “I’ll talk to you later. Enjoy,” she said as she looked at the brunet. “Brian,” Justin said. “I think I’m going to faint.” “What?” Brian asked. “This is kind of...my first show,” Justin told him. “I mean, I have shown my work at other places like school and once at the GLC. It was a big deal then and I was nervous the first time but after that it was okay, you know. But look at this place it’s so big and definitely not the GLC. You know how many people can fit in here. I hadn’t thought of that until now. I mean I was so excited that I forgot how full this place can get.” Brian smiled; he could tell that the blond was really nervous. “It will be okay,” Brian assured him. “Relax.” “Yeah,” Justin whispered. “That’s easy for you to say. No one is here to judge or critique your work. Your whole future doesn’t rest on one night.” “Brian,” Michael said walking to his friend. “What are you doing here?” “Why wouldn’t he be here?” Ben asked frowning. “He arrived before us,” Michael pointed out. “That’s true,” Ben said and turned towards Brian. “What are you doing here?” Justin frowned. “What happened to your grand entrance and all your talk about showing up fashionably late?” Michael asked smirking. Brian rolled his lips inside his mouth and shrugged. He turned his attention back to Justin. “It’s going to be okay,” he whispered to the blond. “I’m going to get you something to drink,” he said as he pulled away from Justin. “Come on, Mikey.” “Point me towards your stuff,” Ben said to Justin. Justin nodded towards his section. “I hope you like it.” “I’m sure I will,” Ben said as he walked away. Justin took a deep breath and decided that he wasn’t going to care one way or another. Otherwise he would end up with a heart attack before the night was over. He started walking around the gallery and enjoying the show. He looked at a few drawings that Don had done and smiled when he saw that one of them was of Brian. It looked like Brian was a muse for a lot of people. While he walked around Brian had come to give him his drink before he had gone back to the bar. Then he was all alone again and about to freak out when his mother appeared. “Honey,” Jennifer said. “Mom?” Justin asked surprised. “What are you doing here?” “Daphne told me about the show. So we came,” Jennifer told him. “When you say we...” Justin said and licked his lips. “Your father and I,” Jennifer informed her son. “He’s here getting a drink. He told me to go preview your work and if it didn’t have an R rating for nudity that he couldn’t cope with to tell him before hand.” Justin laughed and when he turned towards the bar he saw his father talking with Brian. He bit his lower lip and sighed wondering if he should be worried. “Did you not want us to come?” Jennifer asked. “Is not that,” Justin assured her. “I don’t want you guys feeling uncomfortable or anything like that.” “Honey,” Jennifer said smiling. “We accept you the way you are. And I know that sometimes are...shocking but we can deal with it.” Justin was happy to hear that. “Well then, let me show you my work and then we’ll get dad.” Jennifer nodded and followed her son. “Are you an artist?” Craig asked Brian as they stood by the bar. He had a drink in hand looking around at everyone. Brian who was about to drink from his glass stopped and lowered it. “Look at my clothes. Do I look like a starving artist to you?” Craig looked at the man and smirked. “No, art dealer?” Brian shrugged. “I buy from time to time, but no. I’m a business man.” “I’m a business man myself,” Craig told him smiling. “My son is an artist.” “Good for him,” Brian said raising his glass. “I don’t know if I’m going to like his pieces,” Craig said. “He’s gay.” “I’m gay,” Brian said quickly and narrowed his eyes at the man. “Well, he told us about two years ago,” Craig related and took a sip of his drink. “Sometimes I don’t know how to act around him or what to say to him.” Brian sighed. The last thing he wanted to do tonight was hear the man’s pitiful story. Pity made his dick soft. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out.” “My wife went to see them first,” Craig said. “In case there is something that I might find too outrageous and give me a heart attack. It’s crazy. I see him like my little boy sometimes. The little kid that didn’t know his head from his ass, you know. He always needed me and now...oh well, what can you do?” Brian grinned not sure why. He thought that Craig was a funny man. “I just don’t want to disappoint him. I really want to try and support his work and who he is,” Craig said. “So I try to be prepared for anything.” Brian wished he had a father who cared half as much as Craig did. It would have been nice to know the feeling of having a family, love and support, if only briefly. “I’m sure that simply by being here it will be more than enough.” “Oh, that’s my son right there,” Craig said. “The blond holding on to the very foxy lady.” Brian took a deep breath. “Brian,” Debbie said approaching the man. “What are you doing here? You’re not getting drunk are you?” She asked fixing his tie. “You look wonderful honey. Michael told me that you arrived here early. I’m so proud of you.” Brian just stared at her. “Are you done? I know how to dress myself, thank you,” he said and fixed his tie himself. Debbie smiled. “Don’t talk to me like that you little shit. Where are Justin’s paintings? I’m going to go see him. Michael said that Emmett was crying because he was so happy with Justin’s portrait about him. I can’t wait to see everything. You better stop drinking now.” “I’m only having this one drink,” Brian assured her. “Good,” she said before she moved away. Craig followed Debbie with his eyes before he turned to look at Brian. “Was she talking about...?” “Your son,” Brian finished. “Yes, she was. I go out with him.” Craig looked surprised. “Don’t say you haven’t been warned,” Brian said smirking before he moved away towards the blond. “What are you going to tell me?” Justin asked as Brian wrapped his arms behind him. “Debbie’s driving me crazy,” Brian told him. “You’re dad is a bit...” “Insane?” Justin asked with a smile. “Nah,” Brian said letting go of the blond and standing next to him. “He’s okay. Are you doing okay?” Justin looked at Brian and he felt like the brunet really cared about his state of being. He nodded and went back to staring at a sculpture of two lovers. “Justin,” Jennifer said standing behind her son with her husband next to her. “Your father tells me that this is your boyfriend.” “Partner,” Brian said. “Nice to meet you,” Jennifer said extending her hand. Brian shook it and then Craig’s. “We kind of met,” Craig said. “Why didn’t you tell us?” “I was about to,” Justin said. “But I lost track of time.” “Well, I think we should get together and have dinner,” Jennifer said. “Come on Craig. Let me show you our son’s work.” Craig waved goodbye at them and walked away with his wife. “This thing is starting to get out of hand,” Justin said to the brunet. “I didn’t think they would ever find out about us.” “There isn’t really an ‘us’ to find out about,” Brian pointed out as he made quotation marks with his fingers when he said the word us. Justin frowned at how contradictory that sounded. “Don’t take this the wrong way, but I can’t wait for this farce to be over,” the blond told him. And it was true because his life was getting so complicated and also he needed to get away from the brunet as soon as possible. “I hear ya,” Brian responded. He bent down and kissed Justin. “But for now let’s have fun, forget them; forget everyone. This night is about you.” Justin smiled as he wrapped his arms around the brunet. He might as well enjoy their non-relationship as long as he could before his ride through Kinney-land was over.