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Brian’s POV
I push Maximilian away from me and get up. Kevin grabs my hand and stops me. I bend down and kiss his soft, sweet lips. I pull away and look at Maximilian. “You’ll take care of Maxi?”
“Yes,” Kevin answers as he nods. “I’ll be good,” he says and his eyes glow.
“Right, you naughty boy,” I say as I pull back.
“Pretty,” he whispers.
“I’m going to see him,” I tell him.
“I can’t see him,” Kevin says frowning and I know it hurts him.
“Later,” I assure him.
I get out of my bedroom and walk towards Justin’s room. I open the door and slowly walk over to his bed. I pull the covers and get inside with him. I caress his bare chest and it’s killing me.
“How long have you been sneaking in here?” Justin asks.
I can’t help but laugh. “How long have you known?”
He stays quiet and slowly pulls away. He sits up and throws his legs over the edge, giving his back to me.
“I want you to leave, Brian,” Justin tells me.
“Please, Justin, don’t do this,” I tell him.
I have never felt this desperate. I reach for him and pull him into my arms. Justin fights me and I punch him because it comes naturally to me. He lays there not doing anything and I close my eyes. Before I have a chance to open them he punches me on the gut and kicks me hard on the side. I growl at him and then realize that I’m ready to jump him and take him. I want him to scream my name. I want to hear his yells pouring out because of me.
“Stop,” I tell him. “Let’s stop right now.”
Justin frowns. I can see it even in this darkness. He arches a brow and bits his lower lip and he looks so beautiful.
“I’m sorry, Justin,” I tell him. “I’ll leave.”
“What?” he asks.
He doesn’t want me to leave. I move closer and he pushes me away.
“Don’t,” he begs.
I stare at him for a long time before I decide to go. “I’m going out. While I’m gone you’re in charge. If anything happens you will take care of Kevin and Maximilian,” I say to him.
What else can I do? If I stay here I won’t be able to stop myself from taking him. There is nothing but want in every inch of my body. I love him so much and it hurts not to have him.
“What if I had to choose to save only one?” Justin asks with a smile in place.
“Take Kevin,” I say as I walk to the door.
I know he’s only doing it to piss me off. I know that Justin used to do things like that all the time. He would break every rule so I would go after him. I know my Justin is buried somewhere deep down. And I can’t wait to have him back.
“Brian,” he says as I open the door.
“What?” I ask but I don’t look at him.
“Never mind,” he says.
I leave and close the door behind me. I wonder what he was going to ask. I know he must be as confused about all of this as me. I go and find Susan who is playing with some ugly cow. I roll my eyes at her.
“I’m going out,” I tell her. “I’m taking Derek and Pete. Be careful and you know what to do.”
I turn around and leave. All of them know what to do. If anything was to happen they have to get my boys out of here. Protect them with their lives if it comes to that. I go get a shower and get dressed. I find my childes and then we walk outside. I look around and I know there aren’t any humans around us.
We get in the car and I let Derek drive. I lean my head back and try not to think about what Mysterious Marilyn said. I want my mate to be okay and yet as long as I have lived I don’t have the answer to fix him. There has to be a way to bring him back. I focus on the road as the smell of human hits me. Then soon enough the heartbeats start. I block them all out.
“We’re almost there, sire,” Derek tells me.
I nod and close my eyes. My fingertips touched Justin’s skin and it was so wonderful. I would give everything for him. And yet I have to keep away from him. I would never hurt him…well yes I would, but not now. Now I know he doesn’t enjoy it like before and there is no fun in that. I’m not some kind of monster. I can’t believe this is happening to us. Goddamn it! Why does this have to happen to us! Why?!
“Can we take someone home?” Pete asks as he sticks his head in between the two seats to look at me. “Please, master. I’ll be very careful. The hunters won’t know.”
“I’ll think about it,” I tell them.
When we get there we park the car and get out. I walk to Babylon but don’t wait in line and just go inside. The bouncer knows me; they all know me. I go inside with my boys behind me. I go to the bar and ask for a glass of whisky. I drink it slowly letting it run down my throat. I scan the dance floor and try to relax.
“Derek, go have fun,” I tell him.
Derek smiles and leaves us. Pete comes closer to me.
“Do you want to have fun, master?” Pete asks as he presses his body against mine.
“Pete, you want to be daddy’s naughty boy for tonight?” I ask close to his ear before I lick it.
He’s nothing like Justin, Max or Kevin. Pete is as tall as me with brown eyes, brown hair and a lean body. I snake my arm around his waist and pull him closer. I kiss him hard and fast. He wraps his arms around me and moans. I pull back and stare into his eyes. I like that Derek chose him as his first. Pete is always there to please and he knows when to push and when to back away. The first time I drank his blood my heart ached. His family took him from granted and his father…I could have killed him, but was happy with the knowledge that Derek had.
“Master,” he moans and rubs against me. “I need you.”
“Of course you do childe,” I mutter close to his ear.
“Master, take me, please,” Pete begs. “Break me.”
I put the glass on the counter and pull him to the backroom. I’ve been neglecting my boys for quite a while. Having Max and Kevin and Justin to deal with is not easy. We find a dark corner and I push him against the wall. I slowly undo the buttons in his pants and push them down. I smile because he’s not using any underwear. They’re not allowed to and I’m happy they’ve learned the lesson well, even Justin knows it.
“Master,” Pete moans as I scratch his back.
I look at the blood making it down and I stare for a while. Then I pull out the barber razor that’s in my back pocket. I open it and look at it for a few seconds. Ben got me this. I feel so much pain for my childe. I move my hands to the front and start to run the blade over his skin. I don’t cut him…much, I just tease him.
“Ahh,” Pete yells and holds on to the wall. “Oh fuck! Ahh!” he starts to yell as I start pushing inside of him.
“Mmm,” I mutter once I have entered him raw. “Oh fuck!”
“Master!” Pete hisses.
“Shh,” I whisper in his ear. I cut across his chest and then his nipples.
“Oh yeah!” Pete shouts in pain and pleasure.
I want Justin to be like Pete and Max and Kevin. I want him to love me like he used to before. I want my eldest back to my side. Nothing of that seems to be happening.
“Does it hurt?” I ask as I cut his shoulder.
“Mmm,” he can’t even talk now.
He’s body is shaking. He’s so far gone. I yank his head back and cut straight from the top to the bottom of his neck and then start drinking his blood. I grunt knowing I’m about to shoot deep inside of him. I bury my fangs in him and everything explodes. When I open my eyes he’s purring.
“You can cum childe,” I tell him.
Pete growls and shoots his cum on the wall. He starts to fall down and I hold him close. I look around and know a few guys are looking at us. It’s too dark for them to have seen what I was doing to him. I put the razor away and help him dress. I kiss him slowly as I hold him close. I smile at him and caress his face.
“You’re always a good boy,” I tell him
“Thank you master,” Pete says.
We walk out of there and back to the bar. I ask for two drinks one for him and one for me. I look around and find Derek dancing with a tall guy. I smile and keep on staring at the crowd. Then I see him. He’s as tall as Justin and just as blond. I put the glass away and then walk towards him. He’s just a kid, just like Justin was when he was brought to me.
“Hi,” I whisper close to his ear from behind him.
He jumps around and laughs. I can smell how scare he is in this big crowd.
“Hi,” he says back and smiles coyly at me.
It’s almost as good as my golden boy. I move in closer.
“I’m Shawn,” he tells me. “What’s your name?”
“Too cute,” I tell him and he blushes.
“How did you get in here?” I ask him pulling his body closer.
“I, um,” he’s trying to think of the answer instead of our bodies pressed together but he can’t.
I bend my head and start licking his neck. I feel the pulse making me want to rip his throat open and drink him. I contain myself and move to his earlobe.
“Oh god,” he moans.
What is with kids today? And all this business about God, who the fuck cares about him?
“Let’s get out of here,” I tell him.
“My friends,” he manages to get out.
I smile as I grab him by the hand and start pulling him out of there. Once we are outside we walk to the alley and to my car. I tell him to get in and he looks doubtful. “Come on, its okay,” I say and give him my best smile.
He smiles back at me and gets in. Derek and Pete will find a way to get home. By leaving them here they know they can do whatever they want. I’m sure they’ll appreciate that. I look around knowing that the hunters haven’t spotted me yet, so I leave before they can.
“How old are you?” he asks me once we are in our way.
“Twenty four,” I tell him, that’s the age I was turned at. No reason to scare him now.
He nods. “I thought so.”
Right, if he only knew how old I really am. “What about you?”
“I’m eighteen,” he says but it’s a total lie.
“So that means what?” I ask. “Seventeen, sixteen.”
He swallows and sighs. “I just turned sixteen.”
“I thought so,” I throw back his lines at him.
“Where the hell are we going?” Shawn asks me a bit desperate.
“Don’t worry,” I tell him. “You will like it, promise.”
He sighs and looks out of the window. He’s probably wondering what he got himself into until we arrive. I can see how ecstatic he looks.
“You live here?” he asks.
“Yes,” I answer. “Come on.”
He gets out of the car and we walk inside. He twirls around in the foyer.
“Jesus fuck!” Shawn says. “Are you rich or something?”
“Or something,” I answer and walk over to him. I caress his face and bend down to kiss him.
“Oh god,” he moans. “That feels so good.”
“Does it now?” I ask as I pull back. “Come on.”
I grab his hand and he grips it for dear life as we head up the stairs. We go by the rooms and he can’t hear them but some of my kids are still awake and misbehaving. I smile at that. We stop in front of my room and look at him.
“What?” he asks swallowing.
“If you could live forever,” I whisper. “Would you want to?”
“Of course!” he says and laughs. “Anyone would.”
“That’s what I’ve always said,” I tell him pulling him to me then I bite his neck.
He tries to fight me but really he can’t do much. When I feel his pulse dying I pull back. “I can give you that,” I tell him. “Accept me,” I tell him and then bite on my tongue.
I kiss him and when the blood starts to pool in his mouth he swallows it. His body sags against mine and I pull back. I watch him knowing he’s as good as done. I pick him up and take him inside. I set him on the bed and caress his face. I look around wondering where Max and Kevin are. I leave Shawn there and go find my boys.
“I’m going to kill you!” Maximilian screams and I hear the pain.
I go inside Kevin’s room and find Kevin standing up looking down at his brother. Max has his legs tied up with rope and shaking with pain. I move closer and see that his arm is broken. I look at the eldest of the two and Kevin is looking at him with this innocent expression. It makes me smile so much. I go over to Kevin and pull him close.
“You’re being a bad boy,” I whisper.
Kevin giggles. “I am, daddy.”
“Father,” Max says. “Untie me please.”
“Stronger,” Kevin yells at Max.
I laugh at that. Max probably thought that he could take Kevin on. I guess he’s learned that Kevin is stronger than him. I walk over to Max making sure Kevin hasn’t paralyzed him or anything like that. I still have fun with Max. I look at him and Max gasps when I set his bone in place. I caress his face and he cries.
“Father, please,” Max begs.
“If your brother is punishing you then he’s the one that will untie you,” I tell him.
“He’s just a puppy,” Maximilian tells me.
I lean closer and shake my head. “He’s not a puppy. He’s your older brother and you should respect him. It hurts him when you call him that.”
“Maxi,” Kevin says and laughs.
I straighten up grab Kevin by the arm. He’s body is covered in blood from head to toe. “You’re taking a shower.”
“With daddy,” Kevin says.
“Sure,” I tell him and pull him to the bathroom.
I take off his jeans and then push him in the shower. I take off my clothes slowly and get in with him. I grab the bar of soap and start washing him. He starts singing something about flowers and a funeral. Whatever that means I don’t have time to find out its hidden meaning. I have a meeting tomorrow and I have to be sharp.
“Holy boy!” Kevin shouted. “Is no more, is no more.”
“Stop it, Kevin,” I tell him.
He turns around and gets on his knees. He smiles up and I smirk at him. He takes me in his mouth and I close my eyes and enjoy it. I throw my head back and start fucking his mouth. I hear him grunting and I know he’s touching himself. When I finally cum in his mouth he swallows it all then licks me clean. I look down and know right away that he has spilled his seed as well.
“Kevin!” I hiss at him. “You’re supposed to wait until I tell you its okay to cum,” I slap him hard.
“I was okay to cum,” he says and giggles.
I smile at that. What am I gong to do with him? I pull him close and kiss him. I wash him again and then send him to bed. He pouts and glares at me before he leaves. When I’m done I turn the knobs. I get out and go to the bedroom. I arch a brow as I look at them. Kevin has move Max to the bed and is caressing him. I leave them and go to check on Shawn. I promised myself I wasn’t going to turn anyone else for a while but I couldn’t help myself. Maybe Shawn will help me keep my mind away from Justin…at least from hurting him.
I get out of the bedroom and walk over to Justin’s room. I look around in the darkness looking at the mess he has in here. He must have broken everything in here after I was gone. He doesn’t fucking change. Damn. I get in the bed and check him. He’s asleep this time. I caress his skin right on his waist and then pull him closer.
“No,” Justin says and his body shakes.
“Are you okay?” I ask him.
He opens his eyes slowly and stares at me. “Why are you here again?” he asks. “Leave please.”
“I’m not going to try anything,” I assure him. “Let’s go to sleep. Please.”
Justin stares at me for quite sometime before he nods. I kiss him on the lips and pull back quickly. He stars to relax in my arms and I can’t help it. I bite him on the neck and suck his blood. He hits me and I pull back. Then I hold him down as he tries to move away. When he figures out that I’m not letting go he stops. I keep my eyes close but I’m waiting for him to fall asleep again. When he finally does I start to relax. I open my eyes and stare at him for a few seconds. This is where I should always be, next to my golden boy. There is nothing better than him, nothing that even comes close.