This chapter is for SJMPETS because she’s impatient to see some progress where Justin is concern. I know everyone is but she was like the drop that filled the cup. Yay!! I hope all of you enjoy it!!
Brian looked at Justin once he had managed to get Justin out of the Van. He looked towards the house and was happy to see that Lindsay was standing there with a small smile. The day before he’d come with a ramp so Justin would be able to get inside today. The girls have been good enough to set it up themselves.
“I got the presents,” Evan said jumping out from the Van. “I’m so happy that you guys picked me up.”
Brian was staring at Justin. “Go ahead Evan.”
Evan looked at Brian and smiled. “Okay,” he said and walked towards the house.
“Justin,” Brian said squatting in front of Justin. “Are you okay?”
“I’m…yeah,” he answered.
“If you want to go tell me and we’ll go,” Brian told him.
“This is Gus’s birthday, Brian,” Justin told him. “You have to be here for him.”
“I know but I have to be there for you too,” Brian replied. “I don’t want you feeling uncomfortable.”
“I’m just a bit scared,” Justin acknowledged.
“Me too,” Brian confessed.
“Okay,” Justin said letting out a big sigh. “Okay, let’s go in now before I freak out again.”
Brian nodded and stood up. He got behind Justin’s chair and started to push.
“I’m glad you guys could make it,” Lindsay said and moved so that she could kiss Brian on the cheek. Then she bent down and kissed Justin as well. “Gus is going to be very happy to see you two.”
“I want to see him too,” Justin told her.
They went inside the house where it was nothing but chaos all around or so Brian thought. There were a bunch of kids running in every direction around the house. He smirked and shook his head as he kept on walking with Justin in front of him.
Justin smiled from side to side looking at the kids. He spotted his brother carrying Jenny as he talked with Gus who was sitting down. He was more than certain that those three would grow up to be inseparable. He took a deep breath and thought what it would be like to have kids with Brian and if the brunet even wanted to.
“I have to go mingle,” Lindsay said to them. “There is food around and if you guys want anything to drink don’t be strangers. You know where everything is, Brian.”
Brian nodded and watched her go. Then he moved with Justin to where his son was. “Hello Gus.”
“Hi daddy,” Gus told him.
Evan smiled at them and put Jenny down. The girl laughed and clung to Evan’s pant leg.
“Justy,” Gus said at the blond. “Look,” he said pointing at his cast before he giggled.
Justin smiled. “Next time you will be more careful, huh?”
Gus nodded with a big smile as he threw his arms up so Brian would pick him up.
“Christ,” Brian said as he picked his son up. “You are so damn heavy now.”
Gus kissed Brian on the cheek. “I miss you.”
“I know,” Brian said sadly. “Daddy’s been really busy.”
Gus smiled. “It’s okay. Momma said you were taking care of Justy.”
Brian smiled. “Yeah.”
“I want to eat something,” Evan said. “Can I?”
“Of course sport,” Brian assured him.
Evan smiled and bounced away. Jenny started walking after the boy.
“What is he doing here?” Michael asked stepping in front of them.
Brian frowned as he put Gus back down on his chair. He let Justin there as he grabbed Michael by the arm and pushed him towards the kitchen.
“Let go of me,” Michael hissed as he pulled his arm away.
“We’re not going to do this here,” Brian told him. “This is my son’s birthday.”
Michael rolled his eyes. “You didn’t have to bring him.”
“He’s my husband,” Brian said. “And Gus happens to like him.”
Michael frowned.
The brunet stared at Michael’s face and he felt somewhat guilty. He knew he had been mad as hell but he shouldn’t have punched the man. “I’m sorry about the eye.”
Michael nodded. “I’m sorry about what I said.”
Brian really doubted that.
“I just…I can’t…is still hurts,” Michael said. “I guess I’m pissed that you chose him.”
Brian bit his lower lip.
“That you married him,” Michael whispered. “I gave you all my life and then one day I wake up to find that…it didn’t mean anything. I felt betrayed and like I wasn’t worth it.”
“You have to stop this, Michael,” Brian told him. He was scared that his friend would do something stupid.
“I just can’t stand the sight of him,” Michael said truthfully. “And I’m sorry but I can’t do anything about it.”
“Keep away from us,” Brian told him. “I’m serious. I want Gus to enjoy his day.”
The brunet turned around and walked to where he had left his husband only to find him and Gus gone. He searched the house and then went out back. He found Justin on the deck with Gus in his lap and they were talking with Melanie.
“Mel,” Brian said.
“Brian,” she said softly with a small smile. “Justin was telling me that the two of you would like to have Gus over night.”
Brian smiled down at Justin. “Yeah,” he answered. “I would surely like that.”
***
Brian was walking to his desk with a cup of coffee in hand. He was going to look over some papers that Ted had brought over. He had to step back to avoid getting hit by Justin’s wheelchair as Evan pushed him. Then he arched a brow as Ben ran after them with Gus in his arms. Molly was laughing but she was walking behind all of them.
“This is not a daycare center either!” Brian yelled at them.
“You should put those papers down and stop pouting,” she told him.
“Whatever,” Brian told her.
“I know what’s going on,” Molly whispered.
Brian arched a brow and instead of asking he kept going to his desk. The blonde smiled and followed him.
“You’re jealous,” she stated as a matter of fact.
“Excuse me?” Brian asked looking up at her because he had already sat down.
“You’re jealous that we’re all here taking Justin’s time and attention,” Molly told him. “And I think it’s so cute.”
“Fuck you, that isn’t true,” he told her frowning.
“Right,” she said smiling. “Sure is not.”
The older man’s Adam’s apple bobbed a few times as he swallowed hard. He sighed and turned to look at her but she had already walked away. He got up and headed for the same direction that everyone had. When he saw all of them he couldn’t help but smile. Somehow they had managed to cramped themselves on Evan’s room. The boy was on the floor picking up a few car toys while Gus was laughing as Ben tickled him to no end on Justin’s bed; Molly was smiling as she sat on Justin’s lap.
“Daddy, help me!” Gus yelled. “It’s the tickle monster!”
Brian laughed at that. Evan got up and jumped on Ben’s back, which really didn’t help at all. Ben pulled away from Gus and managed to get Evan from behind him and throw him into the bed before he tickled him too.
“Run Gus!” Evan shouted before he started laughing.
Gus giggled.
“I’m going to make something to eat,” Molly said getting up with a big smile.
“I know how to cook,” Brian pointed out as he moved closer to Justin.
Molly ignored him and walked out of the bedroom.
“Hey,” Brian said smiling at his blond.
“Hi,” Justin said as he looked up at Brian with a brilliant smile.
“I’m going with Justy!” Gus shouted and instead of waiting for Justin to pick him up he jumped towards the blond.
“No Gus!” Brian yelled and was able to catch his son before he landed on his husband’s lap. “Oh fuck!”
“Brian?” Justin asked alarmed.
The brunet was able to drop his son in Justin’s lap before he kneeled on the floor and his whole body fell forward. His forehead touched the floor and he took in deep breaths while both of his hands went to his crotch.
“What’s going on?” Ben asked when he turned around. “Brian, are you okay?”
“Daddy, I’m sorry,” Gus said as his eyes started filling with tears. He wasn’t sure what he’d done but he knew it was his fault.
“It’s not your fault Gus,” Brian assured him in a strangled voice.
“He caught Gus on the air and I think the cast hit him,” Justin said and then turned Gus’s head so the boy could see him. “But it’s okay. It was an accident.”
Gus nodded slowly.
Ben cringed because it was obvious where Gus’s cast hand hit the brunet. “Okay, let’s go outside to help Aunt Molly with food while Brian remembers how to breathe.”
Justin put Gus down and the boy went to his father and kissed him. “I’m sorry. It was an accident, okay?”
“I know Gus,” Brian said and nodded.
Evan picked Gus up and walked with the boy out of the room.
“Ouch,” Ben said shaking his head as he left.
“Come here, Brian,” Justin told him.
“In minute,” Brian assured him.
“Come on,” the blond said. “Sit on my lap.”
“I’m too heavy,” Brian protested as he was able to straighten up a bit. “Wow.”
“Are you going to make me beg?” Justin asked frowning. He sighed and taking hold on the armrests he incline himself forward. “I only want to touch you.”
Brian looked at the blond and frowned. He was tired of always telling Justin to stop forcing himself. He walked on his knees towards the blond and pushed him back. Then he got up and sat on Justin’s lap. “Happy?”
Justin smiled and caressed the brunet’s neck. “Are you okay?”
Brian grunted and didn’t respond. He closed his eyes and let Justin’s fingers sooth him. It felt good to be in Justin’s arms like that.
“Do you want to have more kids?” Justin asked.
“No,” Brian answered without hesitating.
“Oh,” Justin whispered and his hands stopped.
Brian frowned and looked at the smaller man. “Wait, you’re not joking because of what just happened? You’re serious.”
“I am,” Justin replied but didn’t look at the older man. He just kept staring at the floor.
“I haven’t thought about it,” Brian told him. “I already have Gus.”
“It’s okay,” Justin told him.
“No,” Brian said. “I seriously thought that you were joking because of what had happened.”
“I wasn’t,” Justin said.
“Honestly,” Brian whispered. “I don’t know.”
Justin shrugged. “Forget I even said anything.”
A loud crash was heard from outside.
“Sorry!” Evan yelled. “My bad.”
Brian laughed. “Well,” he said. “Maybe if we are able to lock them in their rooms all day it wouldn’t be such a bad idea.”
Justin stared at Brian.
“Let me think about it,” the man whispered. “Please.”
Justin smiled and nodded. Brian bent down and captured Justin’s mouth in a searing kiss. They both moaned and Justin’s hands were running downward on his man’s body. Brian’s eyes snapped open and he pushed Justin’s hand away.
“Scared?” Justin asked and laughed.
“Just wait until tonight,” Brian told him. “We’ll see who is scared.”
Justin couldn’t wait for everyone to be gone and Gus to be sleeping to have Brian all to himself.
The brunet grunted. “I’m going to be so sore.”
“My poor baby,” Justin said smiling as he held Brian to him.
Brian closed his eyes and sighed with happiness. It was good to have the blond all to himself.
***
“So how are things?” Justin asked as he sat on the floor with his legs open as far as they could go.
Isaac was in the same position while they took turns pulling back one another.
“What things?” Isaac asked as he held both of Justin’s hands while he pulled back.
Justin rolled his eyes and then pulled Isaac towards him.
“Easy,” Isaac said. “Don’t over do it.”
Justin sneered at him and sighed. “So, I’m talking about Daphne.”
Isaac smiled slowly. “What about her?”
“You so like her,” Justin told him.
“Shut up, dude,” the man said and slowly let Justin lay back. “Move your right arm.”
Justin lifted his arm and moved it up and down. He waved at his therapist and then made a fist. Isaac told him to do the same thing with the other and Justin did.
“Sit up,” Isaac told him.
Using both of his arms Justin pushed his upper body off of the floor and sat up. He smiled at Isaac happy that he could do everything the man was telling him.
“How about the neck?” Isaac asked as he squatted down next to his black duffel bag.
Justin looked right and then left; he looked up and down and then moved his neck in a circular motion.
“Good,” Isaac told him. “Now push yourself up using your arms.”
Justin pushed himself up and managed to lift his body up in the sitting position that he was. His thighs lifted up as well but his feet stayed touching the floor. “What else are we doing today?” Justin asked when he slowly moved down until he was sitting on the floor.
“We only have half an hour,” Isaac told him.
“Already?!” Justin asked with a pout. “It can’t be. Two hours don’t go by that fast.”
Isaac smiled. “They do when you’re having fun.”
“This shouldn’t be fun,” Justin protested. “It should be hard work.”
Isaac rolled his eyes. “Yeah man, because killing yourself is so going to do it.”
Justin sighed. “When are we going to work on my legs?”
“How about next visit?” Isaac asked. “Is that okay with you?”
“Okay,” the blond accepted. “I can move my toes if that helps,” he said and wiggled his toes with a smile.
“Yeah,” the man said laughing a bit. “When did that started?”
“After this incredible rim job that Brian gave me,” Justin said smiling. “I felt it all the way in my toes and they kind of twitched. So I kept trying to move them on my own and ta da!”
“With saying that you just felt them moving and kept trying would have been enough,” Isaac said. “Mmm, how would you feel if I started telling you everything I did with Daphne, ‘til the last detail?”
“You mean straight sex,” Justin said and opened his mouth. “You wouldn’t.”
Isaac grinned.
“Okay, fine,” Justin said. “I won’t torment you ever again, but…”
“But what?” Isaac asked.
“You went home with her?” Justin asked. “Tell me how it was without getting into detail.”
“Oh shut up,” Isaac said blushing.
“That must be Brian with the food,” Justin said when he heard the door opening and closing. “Get me on my chair please.”
Isaac smiled and got up. He walked towards the kitchen and Justin sighed. He frowned because he could hear his therapist and Brian whispering but he couldn’t hear it.
Brian came to the living room. “Hey baby,” he said.
Justin smiled.
“I went by the office,” Brian told him. “That’s why it took me so long to get back.”
“That’s okay,” Justin said.
Brian put his arms under Justin’s armpits and lifted him up. Isaac came from behind with the chair. When Justin was placed down he looked down and frowned. He looked to the side to see his chair next to him. Then he realized that they had sat him on the other chair; the one he’d wanted for so long.
“What the fuck is going on?” Justin asked. He turned to look at the brunet with a pout. “What the fuck is this?”
“Justin,” Brian said. “Are you kidding me? Here you are!”
Isaac sighed not sure what was going on with Justin now.
“Why the fuck didn’t you tell me?” Justin asked.
“It was a surprise,” Isaac told him.
“It’s not my fucking birthday,” Justin protested.
“I’m going to ignore you now,” Brian told him. “Come Isaac the food is waiting for us.”
Justin was pouting as they moved away. He looked at the left handle that had a mini joystick attached to it. He hit it and he moved forward. He couldn’t help but smile as he hit it again and after a few tries he made it to the kitchen where Brian and Isaac where serving themselves food.
“Okay,” Justin said. “I’m sorry. I was a bit angry that you guys didn’t tell me. I just…okay I’m surprised and I’m happy.”
Brian went over to the blond and bend down to kiss him. “You’re such a brat sometimes.”
Justin smirked and nodded. He knew that already. “But you love me.”
Brian grinned and nodded.
***
Debbie shook her head as she looked at her son. “I can’t believe you, Michael,” she said amazed at what her son had just told her. She had come to the store to bring her son some food and for some reason she had to ask what really had happened between him and Brian. She knew that her son had said that before but he had apologized to Brian. But now apparently he had done it again.
“I’m sorry, Ma,” Michael whispered.
She sighed and put the food she had brought in front of her son. “You’re going to go over to Brian and Justin’s and you’re going to apologize to them.”
“I will not!” Michael shouted. “I don’t like Justin.”
Debbie sighed. “Michael…”
“You can’t make me like him,” Michael said. “I said a horrible thing and I’m sorry and Brian so deserved to punch me but I’m not going to go apologize to them. Have they apologized to me?”
Debbie looked at her son and sighed. “Oh, Michael?”
“You don’t know how much it hurts,” Michael told her. “I hate him so much. Brian and I would have still been together.”
“You needed this to happen,” she informed him.
“What?” Michael asked outraged.
“I mean…not like this, of course,” Debbie told him. “But you and Brian needed to wake up from this. Your relationship was purely out of the love you guys had as best friends and nothing more.”
“He loved me,” Michael said. “He was in love with me.”
“That might have been so,” Debbie said and it hurt like crazy that her baby boy was hurting. “But that’s not the case anymore. You have to live your own life now. You have to find someone and be happy. I only want what’s best for you.”
“I know, Ma,” he told her. “But even if I do…I’m not apologizing to him. He…I just hate him, Ma. I do and I can’t stop it.”
Debbie decided to change the subject. “Eat your food, Michael. And…you should talk to Emmett.”
Michael pouted. “Why should I?”
“Let’s not start,” Debbie said. “He’s your friend. He’s a good boy and he couldn’t tell you because he was in the middle of it. He’s Brian’s friend too.”
Michael sighed. “I don’t want to talk about this now.”
“Fine,” Debbie said. “I’m going back to the diner. I have work to do.”
“Thanks, Ma,” Michael told her.
Debbie nodded and walked to the door. She smiled at the blond that was coming inside and thanked him for holding the door for her before she was gone.
“Hi,” Michael said. “Can I help you?”
“Oh,” the guy said. “It looks like you are about to have your lunch break.”
“It doesn’t matter,” Michael assured him.
“Well,” the man said looking around.
Michael licked his lips without realizing he was, as he looked at the man from top to bottom.
“I wanted to buy a few comics for my nephews,” he said. “But I don’t know what to get. Price is no object.”
Michael came around the counter. “Do you know what kind of things they like?”
“What do you mean?” the blond asked.
“One superhero or various,” Michael said. “Adventure, horror, etc.”
“Oh,” Ben said. “I guess we can leave the horror out so I won’t get blamed when they can’t sleep at night.”
Michael laughed. “Yeah, I guess that would be a good thing. I might be able to find something. How old are they?”
“Well one is about to be twelve but he’s still into comics and the other one just turned six,” he said. “Maybe it would be better if I got an action figure for him. He would be more interested on that.”
Michael nodded at that.
“I’m Ben by the way,” he said smiling widely.
“Michael,” the man said with a big smile. “It’s nice to meet you.”
“It sure is,” Ben said not sure what was happening with him. If Griffin knew that he was flirting with some stranger he would have a heart attack; flirting period would do that. He just couldn’t stop picturing himself kissing Michael. He pushed it away because it wasn’t the first time something like that happen. It wasn’t a crime to look and fantasize so he didn’t think much of it anymore.
***
“I could catch pneumonia,” Justin protested.
“Right,” Brian said and laughed as he moved on top of Justin.
“You feel so good,” the blond muttered feeling the brunet’s wet body on top of him. “Let go.”
“No,” Brian said keeping some of his weight off Justin.
“I won’t break,” Justin told him. “Promise.”
Brian smiled and kissed Justin. He knew he should be getting them dried but his urges weren’t helping him. The more he stayed like that the harder it was.
“I don’t want you to suck me,” Justin told him when he broke their connection.
Brian arched a brow with a grin in place.
“Okay so I do want those lips wrapped around my cock,” Justin said and licked his lower lip. “But…I don’t want to come like that. I want…I want you to ride me.”
Brian groaned and his cock stirred. Justin smiled as he felt the flaccid member coming to life against him. His own dick was filling up, the blood rushing to it. He knew that soon enough he wasn’t going to be able to think straight so he had to convince Brian soon.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” Brian told him.
“You won’t,” Justin said. “Please, I want to be inside of you.”
Brian wanted to give that to Justin so he nodded. He moved back on his knees and then crawled to the nightstand. He opened one of the drawers and pulled out a tube of lube and a couple of condoms. He put them next to Justin and then straddled the younger man again.
“Touch yourself,” Justin whispered.
Brian arched a brow while a little smile played on his lips.
“Go ahead,” the blond told him.
The older man grabbed the lube and squirted some in his hand. His cock was hard but when he started touching himself it filled out more. He was biting his lower lip as he felt how good it was to fuck his fist. He felt Justin’s fingertips at the head of his cock. When he looked at Justin the man was licking said fingers.
“Ah,” the brunet gasped.
Justin ran his hands up and down Brian’s damp torso.
“Touch me,” Brian said.
Justin put his hands on the man’s hips. “I’m touching you.”
“No!” Brian growled. “Touch me!”
Justin smiled and started playing with Brian’s sac.
“You look so hot, Brian,” the blond said. “Run your thumb over the tip.”
Brian did and groaned. His head fell forward as he took deep breaths. He had to stop or he was going to splash his cum all over himself. He reached for the lube and opened the tab. Justin’s eyes were turning darker thanks to the lust coursing through him. He gasped when the brunet started opening himself. He grabbed his cock and tugged at it a few times.
“Move closer,” Justin told him.
Brian stopped what he was doing and did. He moaned when two of Justin’s fingers pushed into him. He felt his body about to crash down but Justin pushed a hand against his chest. The blond pinched Brian’s nipples and his shaft twitched as he heard his husband’s moans. Brian pushed back into the fingers hard and a strangle scream was heard.
“I love you, Bri,” Justin whispered. “You’re so beautiful.”
The older man grabbed Justin’s hand to stop him. It was so good but he didn’t want to cum that way. One more rub to his prostate and he would have been done for. “I want to come with you buried deep inside of me.”
“Mmm,” the blond grunted.
Brian took a condom and opened it quickly. He rolled it down on the man’s hard cock. Then he positioned himself over it. He leaned forward so he could kiss Justin as he impaled himself.
“Fuck,” Justin hissed.
“Oh god!” Brian yelled.
“Oh shit!” Justin groaned.
Brian held on to the headboard and tried to push the pain away. He took a deep breath and opened his eyes to look at his husband.
“Are you okay?” Justin asked caressing the man’s face. He was really enjoying Brian’s hot, soft walls wrapped around him. He wanted the man to start moving but he knew that Brian needed to adjust.
“Don’t move…don’t even breath,” Brian said through gritted teeth.
“Oh god, Brian. Please. You really have to…start moving…I…” Justin was begging.
Brian moaned as he rotated his hips and clamped on the blond.
“Not like that…Jesus fuck!” Justin growled. “You’re going to…make me come too soon like that!”
Brian sighed when the pain started to give out. Justin pushed his hips up a bit.
“Don’t move,” Brian told him in a deadly voice. “I really don’t want you to get hurt. Let’s take it easy.”
“Fuck me!” Justin hissed and moaned when Brian squeezed him. “Please!”
Brian smirked and his head fell down on the crook on Justin’s neck. He lifted up and then slammed down hard.
“Fuck!” Justin moaned as he gripped the brunet’s hips. “Come on, you love it. Fuck yourself harder.”
Brian whimpered and Justin just loved that sound. Their bodies were covered in sweat and the room was filling with that unique smell of sex. The older man descended down and rotated his hips.
“There,” the brunet growled.
“Come on baby,” Justin moaned.
The older man did everything Justin told him. When he yelled for Brian to move faster or when he told him to stop. When they just kissed while Brian rotated his hips and when he pushed back into Justin’s cock before pushing his hard shaft into the blond’s fist.
“I want to come now,” Brian hissed. “God…come…with me!”
“Grip me hard,” Justin told him. “Make me explode inside of you,” he said in a husky voice and his hand grabbed the man’s cock again.
Brian felt a warm current exploding from his ass outward to the rest of his body. His body stiffened and he started shooting his jizz all over Justin’s hand and his chest. Justin growled and shouted Brian’s name before he emptied himself on the condom.
“Jus,” Brian whispered when he found his voice. He rested his forehead against Justin’s. “That was amazing.”
Justin nodded and he held Brian to him. He could still feel the little spasms around his cock.
“I love you,” Brian whispered. “I love you, I love you, I love you.”
Justin hugged the man tightly to him. He knew he would never love anyone the way he did Brian. He knew he wouldn’t have made it without Brian. He owed a lot to the man and he couldn’t wait to be himself again to do whatever Brian wanted with him. Thinking about that made his cock twitch.
“You know how hot you looked fucking yourself on my cock?” Justin asked smirking.
Brian pulled back and knew he had never been as happy as he was at that moment. He pushed himself up and helped Justin take off the used condom. He could feel his legs shaking still and he knew that he would be sore a hell in the morning. But looking at Justin’s glistening body made him reach for the other condom. They were so going to need it.