Chapter 4

Justin was the first to stir, feeling sore everywhere. That feeling makes his eyes immediately shoot open, jumping at the site around him. Brian’s body was tangled with his completely. The only way Justin could tell the difference between their limbs was because of the extreme diversity in their skin tone. He marveled at the way their flesh looked so perfect, pressed against each other and thought about all the paintings he would like to do. Justin had only thought of it for a moment before reality hit him. 

He remembered it all. The platinum ring adorning his left hand matched the one on Brian’s confirming that it had not been a dream. He had married Brian Kinney! He was in love with Brian Kinney. He had made love with Brian Kinney. His heart raced as he stared at the man whose dark eyelashes fluttered awake and revealed a mix of greenish blue eyes. They seemed to smile the same way his raspberry lips were… at him. 

“Good morning Justin.” He spoke gruffly, making Justin’s heart soar.

Brian had never felt so happy. He wanted to scream with excitement. It hadn’t been a dream! He married Justin Taylor. The boy was his. He made love to another man and it had been incredible, more than incredible, it had been pure bliss. 

“Hi.” Justin blushed, turning his head into Brian’s shoulder. 

They lay there listening to one another’s breathing until their bodies seemed to take over as if they knew what each man was too embarrassed to admit they wanted. They made love until the sun shone so bright throughout the room; it glistened upon their sweaty skin. After the fourth round of exploring one another’s bodies, they became aware that it was most likely the middle of the day.

While Justin ordered room service, Brian made some phone calls to clients and to Craig’s lawyer. Both men were avoiding the inevitable awareness that they had no idea where they were supposed to go from there.

Both sat naked in the room’s dining area, feasting on a high fat breakfast, that Brian surprisingly did not bat an eye at, he watched his young husband wolf down a stack of pancakes, completely engrossed in the way the boy didn’t seem to chew his food and yet had not choked. 

His stare did not go unnoticed by the blond who looked up and smiled questioningly making Brian’s cock start to fill. Much to his dismay, he forced himself to cast aside the lustful thoughts; there was a lot to discuss. He was sure Justin was just as nervous as he was, and also just as positive that if they could stay locked in the hotel room together for the rest of their lives, they would be perfectly happy.

“Justin, I need to know how you feel about what happened.” Brian reached across the table, took Justin’s fork from his hand, and then grasped the long fingers with his own. 

Justin smiled. He wasn’t afraid. Sure, the question sounded like it could be bad, but it wasn’t, it was Brian confessing his worries. “I’m glad I’m your husband Brian. I’m glad you’re mine. I think, no, I know I’m in love with you.” He watched Brian smile wildly and continued. “I know you love me.” Justin watched as the brunette nodded his head in agreement. “I’m sure we’re crazy for doing this! Everyone at Taylor AD will certainly think so. But this is not about anyone else; it’s about you and me. For once, I have something that’s mine, your love. I don’t care what anyone thinks but you. We got married and I’m so happy.” Justin smiled reassuringly. “You’ve made me happier than I ever imagined I would be. I’m not alone, I’ll never be and I know that you’ll always be beside me. I never knew that I could love someone as completely as I do you.” Justin smiled again.

Brian took Justin’s hand and led him to the sitting area. He sat Justin down on the large white sofa and then sat down beside him quickly. “You know I feel the exact same way about you Sunshine.” Justin smiled at the nickname. “As for the people at the office, I think we should wait awhile before we tell any of them.” Justin frowned. “Justin, it’s not that I want to hide our relationship, our marriage or anything it’s just that, I thought in a couple months we could have a big wedding, I have some friends that I want you to meet from Pittsburgh and I’d like them to be there.” Justin started to smile again. “I don’t really care what anyone thinks, but we can’t just tell everyone that we skipped out on Craig’s funeral to get wasted and married.” Brian said.

Justin laughed. “No, I guess we can’t let that happen. Are you sorry you decided to stay with me?” Justin asked hesitantly.

Brian pulled Justin into his arms and plunged his tongue into the boy’s mouth. Taking his time to trail wet kisses along Justin’s soft jaw and then up to his perfect ears. “Never Justin,” Brian whispered to him. “I could never be sorry Justin. You’re my miracle.” He felt the boy shiver beneath him at his words and once again, they made love. This time Justin climbed on top of Brian and gingerly gave himself to the man he loved so quickly and so powerfully.

Brian and Justin decided to tell Jo Anne about the marriage, they were convinced she would keep their secret and she did. They decided they would make their relationship known during the time and planned to be remarried in three months.

Brian moved into the Taylor Mansion with Justin. It was so large; most clients that met him there assumed he had his own room. He did, he just shared it with the little blond master of the house. 

The adjustments each Brian and Justin had to make living together were minimal. They discovered that they were both night owls and scheduled most of their meetings in the afternoons, sometimes; they would even play hooky from work and stay at home all day making love. 

Justin decided that he would wait a year before attending college and help Brian with Taylor Advertising. Together they updated the offices and revamped old accounts. Justin actually found himself enjoying the art side of advertising, not that he would ever admit it to anyone but Brian. They were an unstoppable team.

Brian and Justin decided to not wear their rings on their fingers until the next wedding, and chose to instead, wear them attached to a chain that rested upon their hearts.

Rumors about the two spread quickly throughout the office. Justin, Brian and Jo Anne just laughed and did nothing to diffuse them. After the first month, it was obvious that the two young men were in love. Clients and employees, all of whom were surprisingly supportive, had caught them numerous times in a heated kiss and the brave ones would comment on how well matched they were for one another. Things were going well and by the beginning of the third month, Brian and Justin had an engagement party to announce their plans to have a wedding by the end of the month.

Brian had yet to go back to Pittsburgh. He bought all new clothing, but knew that he had to go back. Justin was becoming anxious and restless to get out of the Las Vegas heat, so Brian whisked him away to meet his ‘in laws’. The plane ride to the Pitts was long and boring. Even in first class, Justin felt uncomfortable and started to get queasy halfway through the flight. 

By the time they landed Justin was out right moaning from stomach cramps, Brian nearly had to carry Justin to the parking garage where his jeep has been sitting for the last three months. Justin was sweating and looking very pale, thankfully he passed out as soon as Brian began the drive to the loft. 

Brian parked in front of his building and looked over at his beautiful sleeping husband. 

“Justin, we’re here.” Brian whispered and was rewarded with a beaming smile and two bright blue eyes.

“You look to be feeling better Justin.” Brian said and kissed his cheek.

“Yeah.” Justin yawned. “I guess I was just a little sleepy and the plane ride was a little jumpy that’s all.” Justin pecked Brian on the cheek reassuringly.

“You seemed pretty sick Jus, I was worried about you.” Brian said shyly.

“That’s why I love you Bri.” Justin squeezed his husbands’ hand. 

“I love you Justin,” Brian said. “Now how about we go see our glorious second home dear?” Brian said in a high-pitched falsetto. 

Justin laughed and got out of the car. “That’s sound marvelous.” Justin sang and followed Brian up the steps to the sixth floor loft.

Upon entrance, Justin was completely thrown aback. “I like the kitchen.” He said nervously and started to walk about the loft. He enjoyed the Italian style throughout the large loft but was confused by the coldness it projected. It looked nothing like the furnishings in the room Brian had bought for them at the mansion. He wondered how such a caring, loving person could live within something so cold.

Brian knew what Justin was thinking. “I figured you could warm it up. Maybe paint something spectacular. Add some of your taste so it doesn’t seem so much like a museum.” Brian hugged Justin from behind. “I know of something that is guaranteed to warm this place up baby” Brian pushed his erection into Justin’s ass.

Justin turned to face Brian. “Do we have time?” He looked at Brian’s watch. “Don’t we have to meet with your friends in an hour?”

Brian smiled. “We can hurry and christen the chaise lounge.” Brian laughed and pulled a giggling Justin over to the area.

Justin threw off his khaki’s and tee in record time. Much to Brian’s delight the boy had not worn underwear. “It was too binding.” Justin explained before nearly ripping Brian’s clothes off.

Brian pushed Justin down onto the chaise and straddled him. He held both, his and Justin’s rock hard cocks and started to jack them slowly while alternately licking each of Justin’s nipples. 

Justin was lost in the pleasure. Everyday he was thankful for how wonderful a lover Brian was. He could feel their precum mixing and Brian’s hand spreading it across their dicks. “Ah god Brian.” Justin felt his balls rising.

Brian looked at Justin, squeezing his eyes shut and thrusting his hips while moaning madly. It was so hot he nearly came and when Justin opened his big blue lust filled eyes he couldn’t stop himself.

He captured the boy’s cherry red lips and swallowed the moans that leapt from their throats as they were both thrown off the edge of the cliff, orgasms taking over, causing them to spill their hot cum all over one another’s chests.

“I love you Justin Taylor Kinney.” Brian said licking Justin’s chest clean. 

“And I love you Brian Taylor Kinney.” Justin said returning the favor.

An hour and ten minutes later, Brian pulled his car in front of a small house in one of the older suburbs of the Pitts. He looked over to see Justin playing with the hem of his t-shirt nervously. He laughed when he noticed that Justin’s stomach was not as flat as it normally was. A comfortable marriage must have made the boy feel happy enough to eat and gain a little weight. “What?” Justin said noticing Brian’s stare.

Brian was not stupid. He would never tell Justin what he was actually thinking. “Oh, I’m just so excited to see everyone again. They are all going to love you.” Brian kissed Justin briefly and stepped out into the sunshine with his Sunshine.

Justin clasped Brian’s hand. He wanted Brian’s friends, who he had told Justin was his family, to like him. He hoped they would see past his age and give him a chance. “Brian I can’t believe you actually came!” Justin jumped at the loud bellowing voice belonging to an older red haired lady wearing a t-shirt that said ‘My dog likes your cock.’ Justin wasn’t sure what it meant but he liked it none the less. She must be Debbie he thought remembering how his husband described the woman.

Brian was finally released from Debbie’s hug and he turned their attention to Justin. “Deb, this is Justin, my fiancé.” Brian smiled at Justin while Debbie took him in for a loving hug.

“It is so nice to meet you Sunshine.” Debbie said. “Now, I know why my boy was so taken with you, you are absolutely gorgeous; there’s a glow about you honey!”

Justin blushed at the nickname and wondered if Brian had told her he called him that. He was even more embarrassed by her last comment and wondered if she knew he and Brian had just jacked off.

“Nice to meet you too Debbie.” Justin said through the squeezing. “Brian has told me all about you and your family I can’t wait to meet everyone!” Justin said struggling for breath. 

Debbie smiled and finally released Justin from her hold once again eyeing him in a way Justin was not very sure about. “She knows we had sex.” Justin whispered to Brian as they went inside.

Brian laughed. “So what”

A group of people was seated around a small table in the 70’s style kitchen. They all smiled at him and Brian waiting for the introductions.

First Brian took Justin’s hand in his and looked around at his friends. “This is Justin. Justin Taylor.” Brian said nervously, praying they would all be good and love him as much as he did.

Brian pointed to each person, starting with the only one he knew Justin would recognize. “This is Lindsay, my best friend.” He gestured to the beautiful blond woman Justin had seen in many of Brian’s photographs on his laptop. 

Justin smiled and said hello as the rest of the gang introduced themselves. Uncle Vic was in a party planning business with Emmett, who to Justin, was refreshingly out there. Ted and his boyfriend Blake were in attendance, as well as Brian’s childhood friend and son of Debbie, Michael, and his partner Ben. Justin hoped he could remember all of their names.

During the lunch Justin started to feel sick once again. He was in the middle of listening to Lindsay talk about the joys of being an art teacher when suddenly he felt like he was going to throw up. “I need to use the restroom.” Justin nearly shouted looking at Brian apologetically and embarrassed.

“First left, Top of stairs.” Came the groups reply.

Justin bolted from the table and fled up the stairs shutting and locking the bathroom door behind him. As soon as it was closed he had the toilet seat pushed up and was on his knees vomiting like he never had before. His body shook with every convulsion and when that was over he started to dry heave.

He never heard Brian and Lindsay yelling and asking him if he was all right. Just as he was about to find the energy to stand up, using the door handle and sink for leverage, the lock clicked open and Brian came in swinging the door. Justin saw Brian’s worried face as he went flying back down to the tile floor.

“Justin!” Brian screamed.

An hour later and with Brian and his family’s insistence Justin sat on one of the hospital beds at Allegheny General, dressed in a hospital gown swinging his feet back and forth.
Brian walked in and laughed at the sight. “You look like your twelve.” Brian explained.

“Well you are certainly treating me like I am.” Justin said and crossed his arms on his chest and stuck his lip out to pout.

Brian suppressed this laugh and sat next to Justin on the bed handing the blond a bottle of water to drink. “I told the gang to go home and that we would see them when you are feeling better.”

Justin took a long drink and glared at his husband. “I am feeling better. This happened last week, remember, and I was just fine after a couple hours. I think I may have an ulcer or something.” Justin said dismissing what thoughts were racing in the back of his mind.

Brian cupped his chin and looked at his lover. “Justin, you know I love you and we’ll get through whatever it is together.” Worried, yet not thinking the same thing Justin was. “The doctor should be back soon and then we’ll find out what the results of all those damn tests were.”

Justin shook his head. “Really Brian, its’ probably just some sort of allergy. You know how allergic I am to everything.”

Brian was about to choke Justin when the Doctor and a nurse came back into the room. “Mr. Taylor we are going to need to see you alone, we have some issues to discuss that pertain to the results of one of the tests we ran.

Brian and Justin immediately went pale. “No, Brian is my husband, he can stay.” Justin said grabbing his husband’s hands in his own. “You tell me anything, tell him.”

The doctor nodded and looked back at the clipboard in his hands. “Mr. Taylor when is the last time you took you Themocillian medication?”

Justin thought. “I took it today, before we boarded the airplane, why? Am I allergic to it? Is that why I am so sick?” Justin asked. Damn allergy medicine.

“Partly. But first can you tell me the last time you took your birth control?” 

Justin looked at the doctor frightened and he felt Brian squeeze his hand. “I took it in the beginning of the month like I always do.”

“Well Mr. Taylor, Mr. Kinney, it seems that the Themocillian basically knocked off all the working components in your birth control. It’s as if it was never in your system. It destroyed it before it ever had a chance to get into your blood stream.”

Justin was beginning to feel sick inside again. “So what are you saying?” He heard Brian whisper breathlessly.

“I am saying that you Mr. Taylor are pregnant. We need to do an exam to see how far along you are and to make sure everything is alright. You have been sick because your body has been trying to dispose of the birth control pills.” The doctor explained.

Justin stared off into space. He felt tears stream down his cheeks. He heard Brian ask them to leave them alone for a few minutes before the exam. “Brian I’m sorry.” He said looking at the ground. 

Brian was so excited, so thrilled, the possibility of him becoming a father had never been something he thought about too any length. He never imagined someone else would carry his child within them and knowing that his lover, his husband was, well it made him want to dance around the room.

But he turned to Justin and the boy didn’t look happy. He was shaking, he heard him whisper sorry and that was too much for Brian. He turned Justin and pulled the boy onto his lap. “You have nothing to be sorry for Sunshine.”

“But if it weren’t for my stupid allergy medicine I wouldn’t be disappointing you and I wouldn’t be pregnant.” Justin cried and turned away from Brian’s gaze.

Brian took Justin’s face and turned it so their eyes were staring at each other’s. “Justin you did not disappoint me, you never have and I doubt you ever will. Things happen that even I can’t control, but there is nothing to blame anyone for. This is our baby Justin.” Brian put his hand underneath Justin’s hospital gown and palmed his hand onto Justin’s belly. ‘My baby is in side of him, oh my god!’ Brian thought as he rubbed tiny circles on the boy’s abdomen. 

Justin wanted to be happy! He was living his dream. He was going to have a real family, he was going to be a daddy and he had the most beautiful man’s child, his husband’s baby inside of him, growing. The thought was overwhelming. He listened to Brian’s words carefully. “How do you feel about our baby Justin?” Brian asked timidly, all the while stroking his stomach and hair.

Brian held on tight as Justin turned to face him, nearly straddling him. He felt Justin’s soft sweet lips graze his and then he looked into Justin’s deep blue, red-rimmed eyes. “Brian, I love this baby. I was so afraid that, well I don’t know what! It all seems silly now.”

Brian laughed and hugged Justin to him. “We’re having a baby, Baby.” He whispered into the blonde’s hair. “Our own little sunshiny miracle.”

Justin smiled and kissed Brian again. “Thank you Brian.” Justin said laying his head on his husband’s shoulder. “Thank you for giving me a family. I think you’ll be a great dad.”

“And you’ll be a wonderful daddy Justin.” Brian couldn’t control the tears that now ran down his face. His whole life, his whole world had changed. 

“I love you.” Both men whispered holding tightly to each other.

Two lovers’ hands intertwined and held the slightly pouched warm abdomen, gently and protectively rubbing amongst the silky skin that underneath housed a womb where not one but two little miracles were just starting their journey of life, already they were both loved so completely, as completely as the ones who created them loved one another.