Thanks to my beta Ponga,who helps in so many ways.
THANK YOU. ALso thanks to my friends who have helped me. This song is sung by Josh Groban.Song part is in BOLD!
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I know you're gone
I watched you leave
I always thought
That it was me
I know I wasn’t the easiest person to get along with or understand but Justin always got me.
You made it clear
With that last kiss
You couldn't live a life
With maybe's and whatif's
I can’t believe that Justin is in Paris, doing an art show opening. I can believe it, he’s talented, but I can’t believe how much I miss him. He told me that he had to go. He had to leave. We were still having trouble with me opening up to him. I miss my Sunshine.
When every boat
Has sailed away
And every path
Is marked and paved
I know that I don’t do this stuff. I don’t do love, or boyfriends, but my path was marked from the moment he walked into my life.
When every road
Has had its say
Then I'll be bringing you back
Home to stay
He has to know how I feel about him. I have to let him know.
I have the cards you sent to me
You wrote of trains and Paris galleries
This spring you'll draw
Canals, and frescoed walls
Look how far your dreaming's gone
I am looking at the cards as I am on a plane. On my way to Paris. I have to let Justin know. I have to tell him.
When every town looks just the same
When every choice gets hard to make
When every map is put away
Then I'll be bringing you back
Home to stay
He has to know where home is. I walk in and see him standing by the sketches he has on display. I walk over to him and look at him. I missed those eyes.
And now I know why you had to go alone
Isn't there a place between
I know why he had to do it. But it also made me realize that I need him. I look at him and smile. He smiles back and I take his hand. I lead him away from the crowd and pull him into my arms.
When every boat
Has sailed away
And every path
Is marked and paved
He can see the truth in my eyes. From the words I am saying to him. I repeat them to him from one of my favorite tunes because it’s how I feel.
When every road
Has had its say
Then I'll be bringing you back
Home to stay
He knows what I am saying. That I want him to come home. I want him there to stay.
Reach out to me
Call out my name
And I would bring you back again
Today
I kiss his lips and smile at him. “Let’s go home Sunshine. I want you home.”
“Always Brian I love you” and I kiss him deeply, saying with my lips what my voice can’t say. But every part of my body is saying it right back to him. He looks up at me and smiles. He knows.
I would always bring him home to stay.