I want to thank my wonderful beta Wethie. Great job. Love ya. Also I want to thank Sid for her help in this chapter of me pestering her on how it is.lol I also what to say thanks to everyone who has been waiting patiently for the next chapter to this story. SOJ took over my mind and I had to write it. I wrote a long chapter for this story to try to make up for some lost time. Thanks to the Asylum and the HORS for their contant support as well. Also to the girls, Nisey, Limpy, Sid, Carrie, Tay the twins, Mari and everyone else in the 'Crazy 'R' Us' Gang. Love you all. Also thanks to Jim and Chris, love you both as well.<HR>





<b>Brian</b>

“Brian, nice of you to meet me. I am always happy to see you.” Harry smiles at me.

“Well I never turn down a chance to have a free drink.” Laughing as I shake his hand.

“Well have a seat.” This is the third time since the night at the loft where we have gotten together and not for the dancing. 

Justin said it’s wrong and against the rules but Harry isn’t just a client anymore. He just needs a friend. Or so he has told me.

“Brian, am I coming between you and your boyfriend? All I want is to be friends. A man my age can’t have too many of those.” Harry sips his drink.

“Well no worries. He will be fine. He is just concerned because it’s not allowed for the dancers to see the clients out of a gig.” I tell him.

“I understand, so why are you with me?” He looks at me.

“I don’t know. I guess I just can’t turn down a chance to drink.” I smile again.

“Well I appreciate it.” We order two more drinks as I look at his hands.

“What’s wrong Harry?”

“I’m just old Brian dear. It comes with the age.” He smiles but I know something isn’t right. 

“Harry, what is it?” I start but he puts a hand on mine.

“Dance with me Brian.” I look at him like he has lost his mind but smile as I stand up. 

“Sure.” Who am I to tell him no.

We move to the dance floor, swaying back and forth, looking into his eyes he looks happy.

He puts his hand on my neck and I fear he is going to kiss me, but instead he just leans into my ear. 

“Thanks Brian.” He moves back as I just nod my head. I can’t believe I am dancing with this old man. 

We are so lost in dancing until I felt a familiar hand sneak around my waist. I smile knowing its Justin. 

Leaning back I smile “So you want some of this?” I ask.

“Always.” Justin admits knowing that we are so familiar with each other’s body.

“Hi Justin.” Harry looks at him, Justin smiles and waves a hand at him. 

“Don’t be rude.” I slap his ass after turning around in his arms.

“Sorry. Hi Harry.” He shakes his hand as we move together.

“Well you boys enjoy yourself. I need to get this old ass home and into bed.” Harry shakes our hands and walks out.

“Why did you come here?” I ask pressing my now hard dick into his.

“I wanted to come get you so we can go to Babylon.” 

“Justin.” Knowing I am still not sure about going down there I smile. I’ve been there a few times and I have had a great time, but just knowing that now my sexuality is out there in the wide open, it still is a little scary.  

“Come on you have been there before.” I nod my head.

As we get to Babylon I see the guys from the gang that hang with Justin. 

“Oh my, aren’t you just the hottest thing” Emmett hugs Justin. I feel a pain of jealousy. Hell it seems to go around. 

Justin was or is jealous over Harry.

I see Justin sliding out of Emmett’s arms as Michael makes his way over to Justin. \
“Ben’s going to Tibet.” He looks sad.

“Well you knew he was talking about it. And he also invited you to go with him. So why don’t you just pick up and go with him.” Justin asks.

“Because I have a life here Justin. I can’t just up and leave.” He looks down once more.

“Well come dance with me and we will see if we can at least make this a little better.” Justin smiles, taking my hand and putting his other around Michael’s neck.

“Everything is better when you dance.” Justin sings songs.

“Not everything can be solved with dancing.” Michael grins. “But it can help you forget for a little while.” Justin and Michael and Emmett all shout in unison as we move to the dance floor. 

Pulling me into him Justin looks around. “They all want a piece of you.” 

“But you are the only one who gets it.” I smile when he jabs me with his dick. 

“Fuck, I love your smell.” Justin whispers into my ear. I close my eyes as I moan at the slightest touch of him. What is it with him? No woman has ever done this to me before. Neither has any man.

I feel another pair of arms wrap around Justin’s waist as I open my eyes to see Justin laugh at something Emmett just told him. I have never done jealousy so why with Justin? 

‘Because you love him’ I say to myself. Looking at them, Justin smiles at me as Emmett kisses Justin’s neck.

“I’m going to go find me a nice piece of. Oh hello, I see me a nice piece right there. Thanks Baby” Justin nods as Emmett walks away, then Justin looks me in the eyes.

“What the fuck was that?” I smile.

“Emmett’s way of getting his sweets. He dances with a professional and then when someone gives him the eye, he goes to them.” He smiles at me.

“So you liking your job?” Justin grinds into me.

“Ya, have met a few nice people. And I have saved up a little money.”

“Brian please let me help you with the money to get your agency.” I look him in the eyes.

“Every extra thing you have goes for Gus. I am fine. Mel and I have talked about it and she is willing to help with the money she makes from being a Lawyer. But I refuse to take hers to.” He looks at me.

“You were just offering me money not long ago.” He tells me.

“Yes when I had a job.” 

“Well I guess it’s a good thing I didn’t take it.” He smiles as I feel my dick harden even more.

As we grind into each other on the dance floor, with the moves he has taught me, as well as my own moves and we give everyone a show, a taste of what we can do. To see two strippers dancing together is magical. I mean, you never know where one ends and the other begins. 

“Let’s get out of here. I want to fuck you.” Justin moans into my ear.

“Yes. Let’s.” We move out after saying night to the gang.

We go back to the loft and make love for the rest of the night. 

<b>Justin</b>

Last night was weird. I have never done jealousy before. But just knowing how often Harry calls Brian now has my jealousy showing up each time. It’s been two weeks, and Brian has been to see him 4 times.
 
I am playing with Gus in the sandbox when I feel arms around my neck. Just as I am about hurt the person, I smile at the kiss on my neck.

“Hi baby. Hi Gussy.” Emmett smiles at him. 

“Auntie Em.” Gus hugs him and goes back to building his castle.

Walking over to sit with Em I smile. “What brings you here?” 

“I wanted to talk to you and I know this is the time you are here with him.” He smiles at Gus.

“What do you want to talk about?” I look from him to Gus.

“Brian.” I look at him and can’t help the smile on my face.

“What about him?” I look at him again as I pull my sketchpad out getting ready to sketch Gus playing. 

“You are crazy about him.” He laughs when I look at him I nodding.

“Yes I am, but things aren’t that easy.” 

“Why?” He looks puzzled.

“Because he is still married. Because he is just coming out.” I start.

 “Because he is making you jealous when he is out with someone else. Justin, you don’t ever get jealous.  Which tells me that you are in love with him.” Looking up I see him smiling.

“I know. He’s rubbing off on me in that field. It’s so cute on him. But the thing is, I never”, But before I could finish Emmett looks at me.

 “Don’t fucking say it Taylor. How did you and I hook up? From a party.” 

“That’s different Em, you weren’t THE client. You were his cousin.” I smile as he nods his head.

“Ok so he made a client a friend.” I see a man out of the corner of my eye kneel by Gus. I know that back and just start to sketch.

“Justin, someone is.” Emmett looks at me. “It’s Brian.” We both laugh.

As I continue sketching, Emmett goes on to tell me about his wild night with some hunky man.

As we talk Brian comes over and smiles. “Do you let just anyone walk up to your son?” 

“Nope, just strange men I love.” I stand up to kiss him, but see the panic in his eyes.

“I um, I’m sorry.” He kisses me.

“Well I need to go. Bye Gussy. Bye pretties.” Emmett hugs us both, whispering something to us both.

“So what did he say to you?” Brian asks.

“Told me to be careful. And to be happy.” I smile.

“Are you?” he smiles.

“Very much so.” We sit down. “So what did he say to you?” 

“Not to hurt you or he would have my balls for lunch. What is it with this group and balls?” We laugh out.  

“Well it is full of gay men. And balls are our thing.” We laugh even harder as Gus jumps up on my lap.

“Daddy, firsty.” I hand him my water so he can have a drink.

“Hi Bwi.” He jumps into Brian’s arms and kisses him.

“Hey buddy.” He tickles him.

“I made cawthel. Come thee” He pulls us both to see the castle he made.

After playing with Gus and watching him with Brian, I knew I was falling even more.

He leans over and kisses my neck, looking around before looking at Gus. “Kisth him awreedy.” He laughs as he kisses me.

Whispering in my ear after we break the kiss. “I feel the same way Sunshine.” 

I nod my head knowing that this was going to be a very good thing. Now if we could both get past this jealousy stuff. 

“It’s cute.” He tells me.

“What is?”

“Your jealousy.” I slap his arm.

“Stop reading my mind.” He laughs as we take Gus to get ice cream and enjoying the rest of the day, and forgetting all about my gut feeling about ‘Harry’ 

Later that night after dropping Gus off with his mom, we are at the loft when Brian looks at me. 

“What?” I smile.

“Harry invited us to his resort this weekend.” I look at him like he’s crazy.

“He has a resort?” He smacks my ass as he looks at me.

“Yes, he has one. I told him we would be there.” I nod my head. One thing I want is for Brian to be able to come out of the closet, one way or the other.

“What kind is it?” I ask.

“Hello, Justin, it’s one of those Gay resorts. Where gay’s can go to do what gay’s do, and be comfortable with it.” I see his eyes sparkle and I know that no matter what, he probably needs to do this.

The rest of the week went by rather nicely. Brian and I spent time together both in and out of the loft. 

Soon the day came when we were heading to the resort. 

I look over at Brian who is driving. “You are so fucking adorable when you drive.” He looks at me smiling. 

“How so?”

“The way your eyes move and the way you hand touches the wheel just slightly when you are comfortable.” He blushes 

“You are adorable yourself.” He reaches over to run a hand on my neck. I take it, kissing the palm before placing it on my thigh.

“Justin, can I ask you something?” He looks at me then back to the road.

“Anything.” I smirk. “You want me to suck you off while you drive.” I sound excited, he laughs.

“No, I wanted to ask you if this makes us boyfriends.” 

“Brian you are still married.” I remind him. “But as far as anything else, yes it does. I mean as far as you and I are, we are.” He looks at me confused.

“Brian, I just don’t want to say what it is when you are still married. I don’t want to get hurt.” He looks at me smiling. “What?” 

“Nothing, could you reach in that notebook and get me the papers on top.” I look at him and do as he asks.

“What are these?” I ask as he points to them for me to look at.

“Mel and I filed yesterday. It should be legal in a few weeks.” My eyes get wide as saucers and he laughs.

“So you are sure about this?” I ask quietly. 

“Justin, this isn’t because of you. It’s because of Mel and me. We just aren’t <I>compatible</I> for each other.” Smiling I lean over kissing his lips.

“I take it you are happy.” I laugh again.

“Well I mean if you are?” I answer.

“Justin, you can stop with feeling quilty. I might be in love with you, but I am happy about my decision to be with you.” I nod my head

“So I guess you want us to become official.” I ask, trying not to smile.

“Well only if you want to. I am just still a little freaked about all this.” I take his hand once more.

“Keep your eyes on the partner.” He looks at me smiling.

“Is that a cowboy reference or do you mean us as in partners?” I look at him

“Both.” I take out my sketchpad to draw him while we drive the rest of the way. Still hoping that this feeling I get on ‘Harry’ isn’t right.

<B>At the resort

Harry</b>

As I watch the jeep pull up with my personal guest in it I can’t help but smile. Having the bellboy take their bags to the room I greet them.

“Brian, Justin. So glad you could make it.” Hugging them both I see their eyes go huge.

“Wow.” Justin said looking around. 

“Well come on and I’ll show you around.” We start to walk as we talk about their drive here. 

“This is beautiful.” Justin tells me.

“Yes, a very nice place to sketch.” I smile at him.

“Very much.” I can’t help the smile that I have plastered on my face seeing the looks on their faces.

“Come on, there’s lots more.” Walking them through the resort I start to tell them some things.

“When Henry and I got this place we wanted it to be a place of warmth and love.” 

<I>Oh Harry this place is perfect. We can let every gay man come here and be themselves. A place where they can go and not worry about their life out there. A place they can feel safe.” Henry said smiling.

“I love it to. We can make this place special.” I tell him.

“Just like you.” He kisses me as we move to the next area. </I>

Brian’s voice brings me back to where we are. “What is this room?” He points to where all the men are lined up on the floor.

“It’s the room where the men come and meditate. It’s very relaxing. Henry and I used to meditate in our time.” Smiling I remember it like it was yesterday.

<I> “You can’t do it like that Harry. You have to relax more. Let it over take you.” Henry tells me.

“I am relaxed, see.” Taking my hand and placing it on my dick, making him laugh.

“That’s not relaxed, that’s hard.” He grins at me. 

“Henry, what better way to relax the sex?” I pout as he shakes his head. Sighing I close my eyes as well. Just to have him tackle me.

“Henry!” laughing as he kisses me hard. Making love on the floor before anyone else showed up. </I>

I smile at the memory. “Some really good ways of relaxing in there.” Moving on we head to the pool area. Smiling as the memories of our love making persist in my head.

Once we get to the garden area Justin looks at Brian with wide eyes.

“Go for it Sunshine.” I see Justin take out the sketchpad as we all sit down having a drink.

“Brian, this place meant the world to me and Henry. We got it at a very reasonable price and made it into some worth billions of dollars. It is the most visited resort in the country. It was and is our home. I also have lots of money saved up from this place.” I wipe a tear as Brian looks at me.

“It’s a nice place.” 

“Yes and the workers here are wonderful as well. They give you no hard times, well unless it’s off the clock and they agree. But they know it’s not in the rules, but they are entitled to living to. Every bill for the place is automatically taken from the account.” 

“Why are you telling me this?” Brian looks to Justin smiling at what he sees on the pad. I look over to see him drawing Brian and me.

“He’s good.”  I remark.

“No, he’s brilliant.” Brian smiles with pride.

“You love him?” He looks at Justin who smiles at him and without a doubt, I know he does.

“Very much. It’s odd how it all happened. How did you meet Henry?” I smile at the memory of meeting my one true love.

“Well we met at resort actually. We would sit and talk for hours about opening our own resort one-day and what we would want in it. We wanted to make things more fun and relaxed because back then it was so little. You finish things in two days. So you needed more to do. But with Henry and I we made each day like new.” Smiling as I remember my lovers looks.

“Must have been nice.” Justin said sitting on Brian’s lap.

“It was. We were 24 when we met and I was in construction and he was in designing so it was perfect. We saved up enough money to buy this place when it was really in the rut. We fell in love so fast I thought it wouldn’t last. I thought if it was moving so fast that it wouldn’t last. But he was the love of my life.” I look at the two of them and can tell they feel the same way.

“Brian, Justin, if you love each other, whether it lasts a day or a life time, don’t back away from your heart. I won’t say there won’t be fights, but never go to bed angry. Talk about things. Henry and I would talk for hours and sometimes, we would just hold each other as we looked into each other’s eyes, letting our hearts speak.” I wipe a tear off my cheek.

“You miss him.” Justin remarks.

“Yes I do. When he died, I never thought I would find someone that I had so much in common with. Then Brian came along and it reminded me of me. I used to be so in the closet as well.” They look at me.

“I was. But with the help of a brave, funny and loving man I am now one of the proudest men in the world. And I can see Justin is your Henry.” He pulls Justin back into him.

“He has helped me.”
 
“I know. You are more open about who you are. Brian, you are very loved by this man, as well as others.” He nods his head.

“Now me, I had one hell of a life. From making out with Henry to coming out to my family. Losing my family and having Henry there to help me through it. He was the best thing to ever happen to me.” I look out to the garden, which had been Henry’s idea, and it’s one of the guests’ favorite places.

“This is a beautiful place.” Justin runs a hand over Brian’s which is now on Justin’s leg.

“Thank you.” I answer.

“Well let’s see what you drew Sunshine.” I smile at the pet name Brian has given Justin. My heart skips a beat for him.

“What?” He laughs looking at me.

“I just miss Henry. I’m just a lonely old man. Not sexually, just in general. I have no one to share this with.” I move my arms in circles to show them what I mean.

“Well you have us as friends.” Brian tells me. I smile, but it’s not the same.

“Well why don’t you boys follow me I’ll show you the office that overlooks this whole place.” Walking up to the office as Justin looks out the now full figured round windows over looking the whole resort.

“Wow, this is incredible.” Justin breathes out.

“Yes I like to keep an eye out, but I usually just come in here to check on stuff. There are usually no problems here but if there is I want to be able to see it if it’s outside.” I move over to the desk while I smile at how Brian and Justin are in awe. 

“So why are you sharing all this with us?” Justin asks.

“Brian, this is the book I was telling you about. The one that holds all the papers for the place.” I show him before putting it back in the safe.

“Why are you telling us this?” Brian looks at me.

“Just because. I thought you might think it’s interesting.” I smile at him.

After showing them the rooms, I leave them to themselves, and go into my own room where my doctor is waiting.

“Harry, you are over doing yourself.” She tells me.

“I needed to show them this stuff. I am trying to look out for them.” I reply.

“But you are killing yourself.”

“Non sense, life is killing me.” I sit down as she comes and sits on my lap.

“Uncle Harry, I just don’t want to see you die before your time.” She hugs me.

“Honey you know I’m dying. You know I don’t have a lot of time left. Hell you’re my doctor.” I squeeze her hand.

“I know and it hurts to see you so over doing it.” 

“Sam, I’m happy.” I tell her.

“I know.” She whispers. “But it doesn’t mean I can’t look out for you.” I smile at her innocence.

“Well I am going to lie down. I love you baby.” I kiss her cheek.

“I love you to, and I know you love that Brian guy.” Turning I look at her.

“I love him and Justin as friends.” I tell her, giving her a look to not question me.

After she leaves I lay down looking at a picture of Henry and I. “I miss you. I love you and I will be with you soon.” 

Taking the picture off the table I hold it close to, kissing it, crying and falling asleep.

<b>Sam</b>

After leaving my uncle I head to Brian and Justin’s room. Knocking on the door I smile when Justin opens it.

“Hi, I’m Sam, Harry’s” But before I can finish Brian sticks his hand out.

“Harry’s niece. Come in.” I walk in and sit down looking at them. 

“Something wrong?” I wipe a tear and just look at Justin.

“Did I do something?” he asks, I shake my head.

“Then what is it?” Brian asks as the sit next to me.

“It’s my uncle. I am not only his niece but his doctor.” They look at me. “What can’t a girl be a doctor?” 

“Of course just shocking that you are his niece to.” 

“My dad died when I was little, Harry took me in and has loved me and treated me like I was his. Him and Henry were great.” 

“I bet they loved you.” Justin smiled.

“Ya, They were so happy. When Henry got sick with Cancer, he made Harry promise to keep this place going.” 

“And now?” Brian looks at me looking like he was shocked I told them Henry died of cancer.

“He has some feelings for you. But it’s not the love you have with Justin.” He looks at me in shock.

“He what with me?” He looks at Justin.

“Brian, Justin, I want to thank you for making him happier then he has been in awhile. He enjoys being with you guys.” I wipe a tear. 

“But.” Both were looking at me.

“But he’s dying. He’s an old man. His heart is giving out fast. He’s not going to make it much longer.” I lean into him, covering my face with my hand, crying as I see through my fingers Brian and Justin looking at each other wondering what’s going on.