Thanks to my beta, Pookie, I love you. Also thanks to Roo for all her words of encouragements.Love you. Also thx to Sid,Nisey and the rest of the gang. Also my bestest buddies, JIM, CHRIS, MATT and ALAN. You guys keep me going.Love you all my little vampires.
I feel myself being lowered to the bed, and before I knew it, I was pushing him away. “I’m sorry; I’m just not ready for this.” I tell him, looking at him through sad eyes. “Justin, there isn’t any reason to be sorry. You just got out of a relationship and need time to get over it.” He smiles at me, rubbing my back while sitting on the bed with a big hard on. A hard on I gave him. “I can take care of that for you.” I lower my body so I can get to his cock easier and just suck him off. After he came, I sat up to look at him better. He’s not bad at all, but he isn’t Brian, and I am just not ready to fully move on with my life. “You didn’t have to do that.” “I know, but I did lead you here in the hope of fucking me, but I can’t. Not while I am still pining over another.” He takes my hand in his. “Justin, it’s ok. I didn’t ask to take you home to fuck you. I was just worried about you.” He looks at me with compassion. “Thanks Brandon, It means a lot.” I get up and start putting my clothes back on. “So, can I ask you out?” He asks me as he puts his own clothes back on. I look at him and see that he really is trying to make me feel better. “Umm…I don’t know.” I look away as I feel him put his hand on my arm. “Justin, I’m not him. I know how to date, and I know how to keep my hands off unless it’s wanted.” “I didn’t say anything Brandon. I’m just not sure I am ready.” “Okay, no pressure.” He finishes getting dressed and I can’t help but notice how nice looking he is. “Okay I will.” I find myself saying. “When?” He looks at me. “Umm…tomorrow night. We can have dinner?” I look around “Out.” We both laugh as he hands me his number. Taking a pen out, I write mine on a sheet of paper and hand it to him. “Until then, you get some rest. You have had a long night.” He kisses my cheek and walks out. “You too.” I smile as he closes the door. Maybe he isn’t as bad as I first thought. ^^^ Leaving Justin’s, I know I will get him. Fuck, after that blowjob, I am getting hard again thinking about those sweet lips on my cock. Finding me a trick, I lead him to the back so I can get off again. Yes, by the time I get through to that blond, he will not want Kinney anymore, and he will finally lose. I know they aren’t together, but from how he looked at the blond, I know he wants him back and I’m going to make sure he loses him. TO ME!! Getting back to Woody’s, I see Brian looking at me with such anger as he walks over to me. “Where’s Justin? I’m telling him the truth.” “He’s probably sleeping. We wore each other out.” “I know Justin better then that. I know he wouldn’t just get ‘into the sack’ with you.” He does know him, but he doesn’t need to know. “You believe what you want to believe. I have better things to do.” I walk around him and walk away. “Fuck you Brandon. I know Justin better then you know yourself.” He yells at me as I walk away. “You had your chance Kinney, but you called off the bet.” I smirk as I grab someone, taking him into the bathroom and into a stall to fuck him. ^^^ I watch him walk away and wish I had a witness on him admitting it was me who called off the bet. I know Justin better then he thinks, and I can tell he hasn’t been fucked or has fucked Justin or he would have a bigger smile then he ‘put on’ I know I have to come up with a way to show Justin it was me who called it off. But right now, he’s so fucking pissed off at me that he won’t listen to reason. I see Brandon taking someone to the back and know that if he were with Justin, he wouldn’t be here right now getting his dick sucked, or fucking him. Justin would have worn him out. I smile at the fact I know he hasn’t had anything more then maybe a blowjob from my Sunshine. “You better do something” I turn to see Ted standing there beside me. “What are you talking about?” “I’m talking about Justin.” I nod my head; walking over to where I see Justin walking in with Daphne. “Justin.” I speak his name. “What?” He looks at me with such hope. “We need to talk.” He looks at me with wider eyes. “I think you said all you need to.” Daphne sneers at me. Leave it to her to defend Justin. She would defend me if she weren’t pissed at me. “It’s okay Daph.” He tells her as she nods and walks away. “Justin, I know that you are pissed at me.” I start to say. “Yes, and I have every right to be. Brian, what you guys did was wrong. At least I thought I knew you better then that. I didn’t want to think you would do that.” Just then Brandon walks up, giving Justin a kiss on the lips. “Still on for tomorrow sexy?” He asks Justin and my whole idea of trying to get this out left my mind. “Yea, I’ll call you.” He tells him as Brandon smiles at me. “Okay, I’ll see you then. Get some rest. I know you were tired earlier.” Both of them grunt out a laugh. “Yea, see you then.” Justin turns to get another drink and all thoughts left my head. All I can think of is the kiss and the fact he’s seeing him again. “Did you fuck him?” I ask out of no where. “Why do you care?” He looks at me. “Because I think you can do better then some blond who you don’t know shit about, and is just after one thing.” I see him flinch as my mind wonders to another blond who was only after one thing a long time ago. “Brian, you have no right to tell me who to fuck and who not to fuck.” “I know, but Justin, you deserve better then that.” For a second, I swore he saw through my walls, but then I the hurt in his eyes again. “Brian.” “Justin, look, you may not want me anymore, but don’t go fucking up your life with someone who wants to take over my position as Stud of Liberty.” “Fuck you Brian. I still think you love me and your fucking fears won’t let you be happy, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t like you in that way.” He moves away as I grab his arm, pulling him into me. Kissing him on his lips I can feel him give in some before pulling away. “It’s not about the sex Brian. It’s about commitment and communication between us that fucked us up. I love you, and I know you love me but this is not...” I pull him into me once more, trying to show him something, but it’s not working right. Pulling away from me with tears in his eyes, he continues. “It wasn’t the sex, or the kisses. Brian, please, stop kissing me. I don’t want that anymore. I want something you can’t give me.” He walks away from me as my own words shock even me. “How do you know? I want to.” I say in a whisper that even I have to strain to hear. I pick up a drink, slamming it down before ordering another and heading home to mope in my own self pity once again.