( here is the long awaiting chapter of this story and I'm so sorry that I haven't updated sooner but for some reason this story is kicking my butt. I hope you all enjoy this chapter. Love you all!! ) They got out of the car and headed to a clearing in the park that was secluded and you could just see a canopy with a blanket on the ground with a few throw pillows, along with a basket next to and the protector ready. Justin followed Brian to their date; he had some many thoughts rushing through his head. Brian pulled open the sheer drape that covered the canopy from bugs getting in and just stood by nervously looking at Justin hoping that he didn’t look like a complete loser. When he finally made eye contact with the other boy he saw tears forming and his first thought was that he had screwed up but then he saw Justin’s blinding smile. "Is this okay?" Brian was trying hard to hide his nerves. "Yeah, it’s perfect. I can’t believe you did all this." Brian blushed a little at the complaint. "Here sit down." They both sit down next to each other. "What movie are we watching?" "Pirates of the Caribbean, the second one." "Really, Omg, I didn’t get to see that one because of my mom." "Really why?" "She didn’t approve of something in the movie and I think she caught me drooling over Johnny Depp." Justin smiles sheepishly which makes Brian laugh. "I don’t blame you." He turns to start to pull things out of the basket. "I hope what I picked will be okay." ""I’m sure it will be great. Justin watched as Brian pulled out two different kinds of cheese, along with crackers, some fruit he also went to the cooler and pulled out sprinkling cider. As they start to eat some of the food Brian starts the movie. Both of them keep stealing looks at each other when the other one isn’t looking. About half way through the movie Brian movies a little closer to Justin. They both have their foreheads touching while there breathing becomes a little heavier. "I want to kiss you again." Justin nods his head. "Okay." Brian leans forward a little more as his lips gently brush against Justin’s. Justin slowly opens his mouth a little more to give Brian more access and all of a sudden Justin feels Brian’s tongue enter his mouth at first he isn’t sure what to do but soon enough he relaxes and gently massages his tongue with Brian’s. Flash to Justin’s bedroom with him and Daphne lying on his bed. "And that’s the story of my first kiss." Justin has a slightly goofy version of his sunshine smile planted on his face. "Omg, I’m so jealous, how did it feel?" "It felt amazing Daph…I was so scared but for some reason in that one kiss it felt right and everything seem to make sense." "I can’t believe you snagged the new guy." Justin just smiles proudly. "So, are you guys' boyfriends now or something?" "I’m not sure but it doesn’t matter because for once I feel happy and secure in who I am." "You’re gay and I love you no matter what." "Love you too Daph." They both didn’t hear the side door to the basement open and there was Brian standing in the door way. If I didn’t know any better I’d be jealous." "Brian!" Justin smiles and runs and hugs him. "What are you doing here? "I knocked at your front door and your mom told me to come around to your door and go on in...its okay right?" "Yeah of course, oh sorry Brian you remember Daphne right?" "Yeah, nice to see you again." "Yeah you too." Daphne blushes a little and Brian looks at Justin then back at Daphne. "You told her didn’t you?" Brian smirks. "So what are you doing here?" "Just wanted to see if you were okay." "I’m fine, trust me." "Okay." They all spent the afternoon talking and getting to know each other. Around seven Brian and Daphne left so Justin could do his homework for school tomorrow. Justin's POV I can’t believe I got my first kiss and my first date with a boy no less. As I lie here in my bed thinking about everything that has happened in last few weeks at school; Brian moved to town and started going to my school and brought up all these feelings that I was always scared to acknowledge but now for some reason the fear has quieted down some. I’m still scared and I hope too that my mom won't find out but I just know that everything is going to be okay. I have school tomorrow and I'm excited because I get to see Brian again. I know sad but oh well I will come home and the evilness will be here a.k.a. Faith we shall see what happens.