PB: Helen and Gerri Beta: Helen Banner: Helen Proof: G.M Liberty Diner Justin walks back into the Diner. He looks around and sees that the boys have left. The once crowded Diner now holds barley 10 people in it. He walks over to the counter and sits down. Deb: “Hey sunshine!” Justin: “Hey Deb.” *leans over the counter to kiss her on the cheek* Deb: “How’s New York for the Artiste?” Justin: *smiles* “Okay, I have my first solo show in December; (he sees her about to argue with him) I will be home in time for Christmas no worries, okay?” She pats his cheek. Deb: “You’re a good boy.” Justin: “How could I not be?*sunshine smile* So, who is Jason?” Deb: “I don’t know.” Justin: “Interesting.” Kinnetik Brian walks straight into his office completely bypassing Cynthia without a word. He goes to sit behind his desk. Cynthia walks in without knocking and sits down across from him. Cynthia: “So are you going tell me what’s going on?” Brian: “What the fuck are you talking about?” Cynthia: “The fact that you’re in here bitching and mumbling under your breath and you have been seriously out of whack since Jason showed up.” Brian just looks at her dead in the eyes. There is nothing to say…nothing to feel; I mean how do you tell someone who has been your P.A. and eventually your friend, that you’re fucked up because you let him fuck you, hold that power over you once again. You never do that! I mean when Justin fucks you… he practically has to beg but all Jason has to do is smile and kiss you and suddenly your knees are over your head so fast you can’t see straight. Justin Okay so, what do I do? I could talk to Michael about this Jason guy but I don’t think he knows which is strange; hmm…I guess I’ll go for a walk. Justin continues walking down the street when he sees another blond head sitting at the park. As he gets closer, he realizes its Jason. Justin smiles his smile and remembers his WASP up bringing. Justin: “Hello, you’re Jason right?” Jason: “Justin, what are you doing here?” Justin: “Enjoy the day, and you?” Jason: “Thinking…” Justin: “Hm… Don’t hurt your self ya know at your age.” Jason: “What age would that be 20?” Justin: “Thank you but actually I was thinking more like what….50” (has his own smirk on his face) Jason gets up and right in Justin’s face. Jason: “Listen you little shit, you may have been Brian’s boy toy but now I am back and I am here to prove that he is mine.” Justin: “Is that right? You may have had him and he may have let you fuck him but he is in love with me. You’ve got nothing on me. I am ready to play, in fact I’m playing for keeps.” With that, Justin turns and walks away with a smile on his face but still scared of the fact that he could lose everything. So, he figures to go see the one person that will always hold his heart. Kinnetik Cynthia sees Justin walk in and she walks over to hug him. Cynthia: “Justin, what are you doing here?” Justin: “I came to see the big guy, is he busy?” Cynthia: “No, go on in and I will keep everyone out.” Justin: “Thanks. How long ‘till his next meeting?” Cynthia: “You have two hours, use them wisely.” Justin: “You just want to hear us.” *smiles at her* Cynthia: “Guilty as charged *laughs* Can you blame me?” Justin: “No not really.” I walk over to the door, knock and hear him say come in. Justin: “Hey.” He looks up kind of shocked to see me and I just smile as he leans back. Brian: “What are you doing here?” Justin: “Came to see you…aren’t you happy to see me?” *looks angelic* Brian: “I suppose I am” (half smiles) Justin: “Wow, I think that might be the most honest we have been with each other in the last two years.” Brian: “You caught me at a moment of weakness.” Justin gets up and slowly crosses behind the desk. Justin: “I guess its good I came then, huh?” He looks at Brian and watches as his hazel eyes turn a little more gold with lust. Brian: “What are you doing Sunshine?” Justin: “Nothing.” He pushes Brian back in his chair and slides on his lap, leans down and whispers in his ear. Justin: “Remember when I used to do this when you would work at the loft?” Brian: “Yes.” (as his eyes glazed over with lust) Justin starts to nibble on Brian’s ear. Justin: “I’m sorry.” Brian pulls back and looks at Justin. Brian: “What?” Justin: “I’m sorry; I’m so sorry.” Brian: “For what?” Justin: “For the past two years.” Brian doesn’t say anything to Justin and just pulls him down for a soul searing kiss. Justin pulls back a little to look deeply in Brian’s eyes. Brian: “What?” Justin: “Who’s Jason? At the lake you never answered my question; so who is he?” Inside Jason’s Hotel room at the Radisson Hotel in Downtown Pittsburgh There is a king size bed with 4 white down filled pillows and the white down duvet on the bed half drawn up and folded. The room is empty but the TV is on low; the bathroom light is showing through the half opened door and signs of someone being sick. Jason is on his knees in front of the toilet. Jason: “God, kill me now!” He gets up and weaves a little from the dizziness of the medicine for the cancer. They found it too late, the tumor was operable if you found it when the symphonies. It was metastasis brain cancer. Now, he was taking pills to numb the pain a little. 6 Months Ago at Lutheran General Health system, Park Ridge Dr. Gilsom: “I’m sorry Jason; it has spread and rather quickly.” Jason: “There is nothing we can do? What no Chemo? No Radiation?” Dr. Gilsom: “Jason, we could, but it will do nothing. Why put yourself through that? We can give you some medicine to help with the pain and nausea.” Jason: “So, how long do I have?” Dr. Gilsom: “Honestly, with the rate the cancer is growing, 8 to 15 months but that’s if you stay in good shape.” Jason: “How the fuck I supposed to do this? How am I supposed to take care of myself when I have something eating my god damn brain?” Dr. Gilsom: “I’m sorry Jason; I am just being honest with you. If you would have come in last year when everything first started, we would have better news.” Jason: “Great.” (He snares) Present Jason is fast asleep in his bed as a part of him just wishes he could end it all but he has to get what he came for. He is clutching a picture of Brian on his chest. He mumbles in his sleep… Jason: “Mine….” Kinnetik Justin leans down to captures Brian’s lips. Justin: “Don’t worry. You’ll tell me when you’re ready.” He gets off Brian’s lap and starts to clean himself up a bit. Brian: “Where are you going?” Justin: “I have to go shopping for Debbie. (Slightly brushes his hand against Brian’s crouch and squeezes it before walking away) Later stud!” *winks*